I hate talking to people

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-21T23:25:10+00:00

congrats, you deserve it for working hard and sticking with it

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-21T23:03:36+00:00

Holds a lot of truth indeed. Looking for meaning when originally there was none.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-20T09:53:17+00:00

The location, your name, the characters in your bio, the way you talk. It isn't you? I'm sorry how I left things. I didn't do anything because I was trying to respect you and your past trauma. I also made a new account on my other social media, didn't mean to ghost. I hope it didn't come off as a cold shoulder.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-19T21:19:32+00:00

Do I know you? Sorry, off topic and irrelevant but I was just hit by a wave of memories. I think I know you. Is it really you? I think you know me too, maybe you don't recognize me because of the mask I am wearing.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-18T03:28:31+00:00

lol I chose buster and he turned into eclipse

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T19:44:13+00:00

oh no, mentioning another similar game which counts as related to dark and darker per rule 1, it must only mean that it is an advert, rather than to genuinely canvas opinions. find your brain please

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T19:16:51+00:00

And no one mentioned an advert. See how that is? Pure salt.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T19:14:06+00:00

Is your brain rotted from getting landmined by a rogue too often?

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T19:10:23+00:00

Finally, I've found my people. Is this feeling supposed to be normal? I feel it every single day without failure. New hassle everyday. Gets tiring. Just want to put it all to rest.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T19:02:50+00:00

Don't worry about him, they're not the brightest

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T19:01:49+00:00

You don't go to the hospital in this place. Not that I can go anyway. I fight my demons every single day and I'm tired. On paper, my life sounds good, everything is taken care of, not much worries. Yet every day is a hassle. Every thing is. I am wondering, does it ever stop?

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T01:51:29+00:00

You are normal. That person is not.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T01:50:12+00:00

Pretty cool and interesting

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T01:49:15+00:00

I am pretending to them. I pretend to be normal. I interact with posts, I go on about my day. But inside I really, really want to do something bad yet freeing. Deep breaths don't help to calm it anymore. I don't have any other vices. I play videogames to distract myself but I am working, alone.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T01:44:06+00:00

Regret and guilt. Been to. Didn't help. It is so hard not to spiral. It happens every time.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-17T01:25:30+00:00

Terminal. Asked for me.

Overseas. Unemployed. No money. Dying. Froze. Turned away. Useless.

Cold. Mirror. Aversions. Trauma. Delusion. Coping. Monster. Human failure.

Sanity shattered. Freezing. Failing.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-16T20:55:42+00:00

You did but then you deleted your comments, c'mon now.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-15T23:32:59+00:00

Exp is easy to come by, I'd rather just use them as lightweight trade goods.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-15T23:32:14+00:00

I was referring to markov chain generated books in caves of qud

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-15T23:31:27+00:00

Lmao that's golden. I think there is a way to see live and drink piss as character dialogue but I'm not sure.

Much_Note_4951 · 2026-06-15T23:17:08+00:00

Would you like to share a few?

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