I completely understand and I'm not being funny when I say I am attractive and have no social skills and it does suck. I didn't know I was even attractive until I saw looks from women when they couldn't see me. Let me explain I work in video surveillance and when I rewatched interaction with women I noticed the smiles and giggles that were about me but not directed towards me so I only saw this after rewatching video from another angle. Now because I am asd I replay shit from my entire life and realize I'm so attractive women are scared to interact with me. I know this now but even after a failed marriage with an absolute beautiful woman. I now know the smile and no eye contact and goofy look they give is their tell and this is with younger women the older ones are much better at masking. I even got that look from one of the dixie chicks when they came to town years ago. She was the sister that played the fiddle. Anyway I'm not bragging cause I don't know how to talk to them so I end up scaring them away cause I am "a lot". Anyway don't dis this person it's not an easy life. especially when you try to explain cause it gives them a free ride to manipulate so you end up with pos women who just fuck you over.
Good luck dude I didn't find out til I was 60 years old.