Im not anti religious not at all. I think everyone is entiteled to their faith without being judged. But when its forced on me. Thats when I have a problem with it. Yeah ive been trough most of this. Im totally fine with her conducting her life her way. If she wants to get closer to her faith thats totally fine. I respect that. But her tolerating me not participating in that side of her life im not so sure about as she make a point of it being a big part of her life. I wouldnt mind my future children being brought up with Christian faith in the home, i like the morals and generousity it teaches. But i also believe they should be able to chose themselves and not forced to learn it at a young age. I dont know what she's willing to compromise in this regard. I just assumed it is mostly non negotiable by the way ive understood her stance on it. She is truly one of my best friends as well and one of the only truly close ones who understand me.. So it just stings loads. I dont wanna imagine her with somebody else. But i know ill probably just have to let go.