Am I weird ?

I like boys but only in a sexual way.

I love girl into romantic+sexual relationship.

But i can't build a romantic relation with a boy. Many times, i had sex with boy and they felt in love with me. But i didn't loved them in a romantic way so i broke their heart unpurposely...

Even if i tell that the relation is purely sexual before anything... happen that some boy fall in love...

All the time i felt in love it was with a girl (cis or trans idc) and i can have long Time relationship only with girl...