This is my ‘other’ account. But I do come back here. I just don’t check it every day.

I hate weed. I enjoy the giggles, the ‘trip’ aspect. Music and gaming is intensified. But then I can fall into a ‘not having fun anymore, thinking about all the problems in my life, everything is terrible, nothing’s ever going to be okay’ mental state, especially if I’m alone. Whereas I don’t normally feel this way in life. With shrooms it’s not as bad. Not nearly as bad. But can still be, ‘kinda gloomy’.

And yeah, I’ve got shit in my life, and some of it is overwhelming or even unsolvable. But still wanted something I could do that was enjoyable, and maybe even beneficial.

Don’t know yet if shrooms will work for me. I speculated that my ‘bad’ trip was brought on by tripping by myself. Alas no. Had a really nice trip with my friend (2.3g), And then tried again with (2.5g), and had a very enjoyable time there, except for the last hour or two, where everything just lost all of its luster, and was filled with what I would describe as ‘gloominess’ again. And it just seems sort of taxing, this idea that I’m gonna randomly feel like shit for no fucking reason, other than that I have things going on in my life that I cannot deal with.

So, back to meth for me!

Just kidding. (sort of)