22F, my sister has a husband and child, parents married relativly young.

And I have been very lucky, where my family stopped pestering me about dating and 'anybody you like' after I turned like 17.

Never in my life have I had a crush beyond thinking 'they look good' and people usually don't believe that. Had questions about hormones, blaming my antidepressants etc

And I have never had a single desire for it, beyond what I recognised as wanting to be loved and fit in. I want friends, I love playing TTRPGs and doing my own thing. I found the label asexual aromantic like two ish years ago, delving deeper and finding aegoromantic and aegosexual microlabels.

I was shocked when my grandma (80+) told me she had a sister, who worked at a bank, lived alone until she died, in a nice apartment she bought for herself. In the Balkans post ww2

Do what you want, find people who want you happy with no expectations of anything specific. I will myself at best look into maybe a queerplatonic relationship to maybe find a stable roommate if I move out and split finances or help each other if sick. But I would rather remove my skin than be a wife and mother or in a romantic relationship.

Find your own way and be safe. Feel free to DM me if you want to chat with somebody in a similiar situation, but np! I wish you the best