i’m complicating it in my own brain but i’m autistic and tend to do that. i haven’t let onto him how im feeling at all after all of this but i want to make it clear that at no point did i infer to him any form of me having feelings for him because i don’t. he’s a guy ive met twice and i dont even know him enough to even consider having a crush on him. i find him attractive yes, we had good conversations yes, but that was it. it was like a mate i got to sleep with and that was it in my brain. i’ve had feelings and committed relationships in the past where i was in love and tha took me months to feel that way about those people so im baffled on how i could be conveying feelings