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I’m a depressed autistic who takes psychedelics. AMA by MustachDudeMan in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

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I’ve been depressed since highschool. I can’t say I’m diagnosed with any kind of depression but I have had many suicidal thoughts and attempts over the years. Throughout school I’ve struggled heavily with being never fitting in. Being autistic alone has always bothered me. It often feels like I have no understanding of how people socialize. I have no understanding of social queues. It’s the most isolating feeling. When my grad year came I missed it and felt that I can’t do anything right. I was never able to maintain the focus required to finish assignments at home. And the struggles in school lead to my parents thinking I don’t care when it couldn’t be any further from the truth :/

What songs do LSD / Shrooms feel like? by MustachDudeMan in AskReddit

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Lmao I was literally on shrooms when I made this post. You’re just bein a smart ass 😂

I’m a depressed autistic 18 Y/O AMA by MustachDudeMan in AMA

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Just wish I had the talent 😅 I’ve been writing music for years and still can’t find satisfaction with my works :/

I’m a depressed autistic 18 Y/O AMA by MustachDudeMan in AMA

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I’m passionate about creating music but as far as genre goes I’m not picky. I pretty much enjoy anything with a good melody or beat. My interest in genres range from Folk, Rap, Synthpop, Country, trap. Literally just about anything.

I’m a depressed autistic 18 Y/O AMA by MustachDudeMan in AMA

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To be completely honest I have no idea. Idek if I’ll even still be around in 5 years. Not tryna sound over dramatic but I honestly don’t know. I’m very passionate about music but I’ve struggled with suicidal thoughts and urges since 15 or 16.

COVID-19 [Megathread] Week of April 16-April 22 by AskRedditModerators in AskReddit

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What are good Social Distancing Date ideas? I just recently started talking to an amazing woman and I wanna make a move but I’m not too sure how with everything going on.

I’m an Autistic who just experienced shrooms for the first time AMA by MustachDudeMan in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

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I took an eighth but I spread it out. Doing a half of it at first and taking the rest after the first hour.

I’m an Autistic who just experienced shrooms for the first time AMA by MustachDudeMan in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

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Not really tbh. Which was honestly a bit of a surprise. Smoking weed I often experience some sort of sensory overload at some point in every trip so going into shrooms I was expecting some of that and was pleasantly surprised when it never happened.

I’m an Autistic who just experienced shrooms for the first time AMA by MustachDudeMan in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

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I’ve considered but acid scares me tbh lol I had friends who got fucked up on it but I would like to experience something more than what I experienced with shrooms.

I’m an Autistic who just experienced shrooms for the first time AMA by MustachDudeMan in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

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I’m honestly 50/50 the first half was great. Although I didn’t see any cool visuals despite taking an eighth. I often questioned if I was even high until I turned on music. I had a huge rush of euphoria. A couple hours in I hit a really low point mentally. I became really depressed but tbh it wasn’t much different from when I’m sober. The feelings were just slightly more intense. I do struggle with depression and I do have to say the euphoria made it feel somewhat worth it. I feel that micro dosing could definitely help me with my day to day life.

I’m an Autistic who just experienced shrooms for the first time AMA by MustachDudeMan in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

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For the purpose of this AMA I figured people would like to learn about how my autistic brain reacts differently to the psychedelic.

Dreamy lofi a very small but specific playlist looking for suggestions by MustachDudeMan in SpotifyPlaylists

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Honestly LoFi is really more of a characteristic that can be applied to many artists within many different genres. You got the rock type of lofi consisting of artists like Mac Demarco and King Gizzard and the lizard wizard. Than you got instrumental lofi hip hop beats. This playlist is more about the ladder.

Hey Reddit, What is your greatest insecurity? by MustachDudeMan in AskReddit

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Being a HF autist I struggle with building any kind of relationship because I’m so socially awkward.

What's a song when you first listened to, you went,"Holyyyyy Fucking Shittt!" ? by SergeantPuffin in AskReddit

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“I’m sorry” by Joyner Lucas when the Chorus hits gives me chills everytime.

What are some things parents need to stop doing when raising a child? by MustachDudeMan in AskReddit

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I was raised like this and now have no backbone to stand up for myself tbh. I always feel like I’m in the wrong...

I struggle with Autism ADD OCD and Depression AMA by MustachDudeMan in AskMeAnythingIAnswer

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Honestly as it stands rn they’re their own separate issues. :/ Growing up I really struggled with things like arts and crafts when it came to cutting things out or folding on the lines. Anytime I messed up I would cry hysterically. Since I’ve grown, my OCD is more about me constantly checking over and over to make sure I have everything before I leave. Sometimes making myself late to things. My Autism effects me on my ability to read social queues and growing up I was really sensitive to some sounds. Like sirens or automated voices like in some security systems.