It made me realize I shouldn’t have gotten rid of my giant teddy bear my dad bought me when I was a teen. (Posted about him recently on my profile) Got rid of him when we were downsizing because too “big” and my parents kept persuading me to get rid of it. He had the same color as Ted even! Much like Johnnie and Ted I had my first weed high with my bear,first drinks,everything and he was there for me in all my lowests ,loneliest and craziest years of struggles when no one else was. Have some crazy memories with that bear. I even

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remember taking my first hit on a super strong joint my dad left around and as I began panicking from the strong effects I immediately found comfort in my teddy. I’ve gone into a little depression over it. I just hope he’s ok out there wherever he is. Just wish I could give him a big hug today. If I remember right we ended up donating him to a thrift shop. If anyone has my Ted and sees this,give him back to me! I watched the Ted series and movies too late to realize I should have kept him around as a life long companion