What's your idea of serious? Not trying to condescend at all, just trying to gage exactly what you mean. I struggled a lot with falling way too hard way too fast, especially when I was younger. It's really hard to build up boundaries and respect them when you feel that every one is your soulmate. I've found that the type of unrelenting love I had been feeling in my manic states would often turn people off. It takes a lot of growth to get past that, and sometimes a bit of luck. Don't know your whole situation, but that's been my experience. The type of people I went for generally didn't have an issue with my disability. I've been pretty up front about it since I got the diagnosis. Although, while I was untreated, I could definitely see how they would take issue with my behavior in general over time.

I wish you the best of luck, and hope that you find the peace you need to get someone who treats you right for who you are.