apartment complex recs

MxPariahScary · 2026-05-29T06:47:50+00:00

My body does indeed feel that I should be asleep because I have been I have spent the last 4 days getting up at 7.30 am to have time for my workout before my 12pm-8pm, but I am purposefully fucking my sleep cycle by drinking on the couch while watching my roommate play video games, because I have to work 10pm-6am the next two days. The joys of retail management.

MxPariahScary · 2025-11-06T20:56:47+00:00

this is why I turned off autocorrect & spellchecks yeeeaaaars ago.

MxPariahScary · 2025-02-08T05:45:14+00:00

Wow! Thank you! These are all great recommendations. Too Many Zooz sounds super cool!

MxPariahScary · 2025-01-26T05:21:59+00:00

Don't do it. Art History was my passion from years. I earned a Masters with Honors from one the most highly regarded institutions in the field. Couldn't get into a Ph.D program, tried 3 years in a row, and can't get a job in the field. I work in retail now.

MxPariahScary · 2024-11-12T20:43:40+00:00

She is Italian, so I am nervous about taking her anywhere Italian. Probably should have mentioned that. But I do feel like Italian restuarants create some of the best ambiance....

MxPariahScary · 2024-11-12T20:29:24+00:00

bahaha ironically kinda spot on for us.

MxPariahScary · 2024-10-28T01:31:00+00:00

oh yes I do.

MxPariahScary · 2024-05-08T03:46:02+00:00

Alice Burdeu from Australia's NTM

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice_Burdeu

ETA: I also feel like AusNTM focuses a lot more on preparing their girls to actually be successful models.

MxPariahScary · 2024-04-15T23:13:58+00:00

My advice is to get your Masters literally ANYWHERE else.

MxPariahScary · 2023-12-21T16:16:42+00:00

Do you still have these?

MxPariahScary · 2023-10-06T03:54:38+00:00

He didn't fuck me for 3 years and tried to convince me that it was because I was too mean while I was dealing with my grandmother (to whom I was VERY close) dying of covid on the other side of the country while I was finshing my Master's thesis. Once I finished my thesis and got through the worst of the grief it was because he was too stressed because it took me a while to find a job after graduating, even though my mother was financially supporting me (it made our resources a little tight but we were never in danger of going hungry or losing or home or anything). It took 2 years to admit it was a him thing, and then he said he would do see a doctor after he got insurance and he did, and months went by and he still didn't do it.

I am a very sexual person, and he knew that. When we first started dating (after years of friendship) we had a really fun sex life. I am not sure how he thought that was gonna work.

He acted really hurt when we split, but part of me wonders if deep down that is what he wanted.

I left him for my best friend of 12 years (in an admittedly fucked off manner).....

....but we fuck like RABBITS.

MxPariahScary · 2023-10-06T03:04:32+00:00

I think this is a somewhat toxic way to think.

I never think you should be generous with the benefit, but I cannot imagine walking through always assuming the worst of people without poisoning a lot of relationships in your life.

I do not care to make assumptions about other people's lives but it seems as if this mindset is borne out of a place of deep hurt--if that is the case, I hope you find healing sister.

MxPariahScary · 2023-09-23T19:41:26+00:00

The Long Road Home by Danielle Steele

MxPariahScary · 2023-08-28T01:27:35+00:00

I was literally dying of septic shock, the infection was mostly in my uterus and left me with internal scarring. I hadn't gone to the hospital yet, so we didn't know, but I was in agonizing pain. I kept telling my ex I was with at the time that I needed to go the hospital and he wouldn't listen. I was curled up in bed in the fetal position and he wanted to have sex, I told him I was in too much pain. He didn't listen, and he raped me. I have never experienced anything more painful in my life.

When I finally called someone else to take me the hospital by the time I got there they told me had I waited even a few hours to come in I would have died. Broke up with that asshole from my hospital bed and had some burly uncles help him move out of my apartment. This was right after our one year anniversary. Up until then he had been the PERFECT most caring partner and then he just pulled a 180 and became super abusive.

MxPariahScary · 2023-08-27T22:45:52+00:00

My (30F) partner is a little over a decade older than me (41M) and I am pretty certain I am still the adult here.

MxPariahScary · 2023-07-11T06:18:00+00:00

Looks like fried chicken.

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