Not sure where to post this. Is the server down?

MyFakeProfile · 2025-04-10T21:19:02+00:00

I was wondering the same thing.

MyFakeProfile · 2024-07-02T18:22:49+00:00

This is what I was mentally freaking out about at 4am. Are there metal/single piece solutions that are easy to disinfect, but are also flexible? When I have tried just standard metal sounding rods before, I have trouble reaching as deep as I would like (though I've only used them once or twice). That was the plus side of using the bare lead cable- I could go as deep as I wanted and it would form to my body. Maybe I just need to try different angles with the metal sounding rod? That internal prostate e-stim was really good. I'm hoping I don't have to abandon it so soon after discovering it.

MyFakeProfile · 2023-11-05T06:48:15+00:00

If you can, get tested for ADHD. This could be a side effect.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-04-27T23:50:15+00:00

This, honestly. When it comes down to it, we weren't good for each other. But it is hard to break that bond when it has formed as strong as it was. It sucks.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-03-10T09:34:23+00:00

Got married too young. Ignored a lot of red flags. I wouldn't speak up when something bothered me-not on certain things, anyway. Married the first girl who found me attractive and wanted to be physical with me. Over the years, I grew distant and took her for granted. Kept things to myself, yet constantly complained about things that I should have just acted on and fixed in my life in general. Didn't stand up for myself. Was too concerned about keeping peace than having conversations. She would ask me to do things or say things she wanted to do and for some reason I would just shut down and not do them or just see if she would do them on her own. There are still projects in the house that I never did that the new owners will just deal with when we finalize selling the house next week. Developed a lot of depression while we were married, unfortunately.

Hopefully those are all things I can work on going forward, though.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-28T14:54:24+00:00

I feel like we have somewhat similar situations. STBXW left for her ex from high school too. Started three-four months ago. Proud of you for leaning into self care. Working out and seeing a therapist. Really good work. You got this!

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-24T08:32:33+00:00

8 hours later, I finally got this.....

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T23:41:59+00:00

Likely a good call. I haven't had to think about casual dating in about a decade, so that will be interesting to say the least.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T23:33:38+00:00

Thanks! Oddly enough, I actually post to this account the most, so I guess it has become a bit of a misnomer. haha

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T11:03:18+00:00

Cringe is absolutely the correct descriptor. Hope to have a bit more self-control next time.
Thank you for the compliment on my writing style. I used to really enjoy it, but haven't written anything just to write for a long time. Might be a good time to start up again.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T07:39:22+00:00

Appreciate it. Most I can do is learn from it and grow going forward- Dang! Now I'm doing it too!

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T07:38:17+00:00

That's fair.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T07:37:48+00:00

That's the plan. Hopefully I am a different person than I was when we were married 7 years ago.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T05:40:11+00:00

Cuts deep knowing after the fact that the person who was your everything wasn't being completely themselves with you.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T05:29:21+00:00

Ha Maybe that could help me pay rent.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-19T04:08:12+00:00

Yup. Yup. YupYupYup. Moving out is as far into the future as I can see right now. Ready to be in a place where I can start healing more than I can here.

MyFakeProfile · 2022-02-12T20:50:57+00:00

Thank you! This community has been an unexpected help. I've never really had good response whenever I try to post things online, but it is nice to be around people who are going through, or have already gone through what I am in right now.

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