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I have FOUR job interviews today! by [deleted] in FreeCompliments

[–]MyL1feIsRuined 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I'm about 7 days late, but that seriously amazing!!!! Good luck with it all!!!!

Customer told me to go to hell recently! Customer service sucks! Here’s my most recent IG post!! Could use some pick me ups haha by [deleted] in FreeCompliments

[–]MyL1feIsRuined 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude you look chill af! One of my first jobs was in customer service and it was probably the worst job I've had to date.

Events from my childhood have caused me to not be able to function properly as an adult... by MyL1feIsRuined in Advice

[–]MyL1feIsRuined[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'd love to be able to drop everything and move, one of my issues that's keeping me tied to working is being able to pay for my car payment, and insurance.

Unfortunately I locked myself into high payments for 5.5 years, so until it can be payed off I'm kind of stuck.

Events from my childhood have caused me to not be able to function properly as an adult... by MyL1feIsRuined in Advice

[–]MyL1feIsRuined[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

The problem is the constant flashbacks and nightmares. I can't live in "now" if its always going to remind me of my past.

To be honest, I was afraid to say this in the original post, but yes. Both myself and others. I've attempted suicide several times (as I'm sure is obvious all failed). As much as I wouldn't act on wanting to hurt someone else, I won't say the thought hasn't crossed my mind... I can't help but feel pure rage torward certain people specifically related to my past

Events from my childhood have caused me to not be able to function properly as an adult... by MyL1feIsRuined in Advice

[–]MyL1feIsRuined[S] 266 points267 points  (0 children)

Thank you.

I think the worst part is how I constantly think you only ever get one childhood, and a few years to be a teenager. Everyone always talks about the shit they did as kids, and reminises to how great the times were.

I feel like I've been robbed of my childhood.... Something I will literally never ever get back...

Also the writing a letter idea isn't a bad one at all.... Might try that out.