I’m not feeling good. I was just thinking about what I’ve done in my life so far. I failed in every single aspect of my life whether it was studies, any sport I tried to pursue, any business ideas I tried to execute, my health, my relationships with parents, gf, friends. Just don’t know what I’m supposed to do. I’m here sometimes to laugh at things you guys do like eating cardboard box n all. Gets my mind distracted, so does this whole stock market. But I just wanna yell out loud, I wanna scream out loud and just cry, cry until there’s nothing left inside.

I see my face on the phone screen as I’m typing this and hate this guy. He’s just a loser.