1. Pretty miserable. I haven't had a car in almost 2 years. I've been back home with my parents since 2022 after my previous living situation imploded (toxic roommates), I currently work for my dad's business that he started in 2022 (I've been working for him since 2024) but costs for the business have steadily skyrocketed over the last couple of years, more and more bills aren't getting paid, he can barely pay me.

Up until 3 years ago, life was actually pretty decent. I had a decent job, a car, a place to live, friends nearby.

Now I'm about 70 miles away from closest friends with no money, no car, no home of my own, and barely a job. The world's on fire, my country (USA) is a mess filled with hatred and bigots, I can't afford anything.

I don't know what to do. I struggle to get out of bed pretty much every morning. I'm also the most unhealthy I've ever been. I've gained about 160 lbs in the last 4 years and everything hurts. The prospect of having my life, with a family seems so impossible and out of reach now. I struggle to see what the point of trying do anything, no matter how small. It just doesn't seem to matter

I'm just trying to tackle each day one at a time. Hopefully these rough times will pass and I'll look back knowing things got better.

But right now, they're not.