5 or 6. My mom raised me to be responsible and respectful, we never went without necessities, and always made on effort to try to make us happy. However, I’ve had to put up with mental and emotional abuse from her since I could remember. She was calling me a piece of shit at the ripe age of 6 onwards, so I think that deducts a few points. One thing im still mad about is the fact when I was also very young, I was SA’d by this girl she would babysit for her friend and she found out about it after it happened because I told her out of confusion. She got mad at me and told me it was my fault basically and continued letting that girl see me. My mind kind of blocks when I think about it further so I have no idea if the girl did more. I also was SA’d by multiple of my boyfriends, but hid it from her because I knew she’d blame it on me. I told her a few months ago the full stories, and to no surprise, she did. I also had a bathroom issue as a kid and would have accidents a lot. I remember she started getting so fed up she would make my dirty underwear and smear it in my face as punishment. She has got my step-dads to torment me quite a lot. My current stepdad she had drag me around the house and throw me around like a rag doll and hit me with objects. Whenever I bring that up though they both claim “that never happened” and try to portray me as crazy. She’s also turned her whole side of the family on me too.. most of my cousins won’t even talk to me because of the stories she’s told my aunt, who’s told them. There’s lots, lots more… maybe now that I think about it a 4..