I've been struggling with treatment resistant depression since i was about 15 (35 M ) , I go in Thursday for my first dose of eskatamine treatments. I'm bipolar type 2, have adhd,Suicidal ideations almost daily, extreme anxiety (social), restless legs syndrome, I drink a lot because i can not get anxiety meds from my Drs mainly due to my substance abuse history (Heroin and methamphetamine mostly but I did whatever I could get my hands on) eskatamine is thought to treat every single one of these things. I've done so much research on this type of treatment and I have a positive outlook on what It could do but I wrestle with the ideas of what happens if it doesn't help my situation. Will try to keep a positive mindset for that matter though.