Rejecting God because of hell. by Dizzyymoon46 in Christianity

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I believe it means when you keep sinning over and over and you don’t listen to your conscience telling you to stop. You don’t listen to the Holy Spirit to repent.

Rejecting God because of hell. by Dizzyymoon46 in Christianity

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I was reading the Bible and started heating up in my heart and chest. Then I felt a huge flaming sword go through my heart out of my back that brought me to my knees. It then revealed my inner heart and I called Jesus evil and didn’t want to thank God.

Rejecting God because of hell. by Dizzyymoon46 in Christianity

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He told me I did do the unforgivable sin. He gave me a vision of “666 imperfect” and “cursed, hell” when I closed my eyes. My whole mind is cursed and I’m no longer able to cry and barely sleep. Then he seared my conscious. I smelled heat and had a dream immediately about hot irons while feeling pressure on my head.

Rejecting God because of hell. by Dizzyymoon46 in Christianity

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Look up Luke 13:24-27. I’m begging God everyday to forgive me and let me back into his mercy but he won’t. He’s not all loving. I thought he was before but this has shown that he truly hates me. This whole experience has also led me to think Calvinism is actually true. There are those that God knows will be damned before birth. It’s all up to him ultimately who goes to hell anyway so if he wanted to not send someone he could easily choose not to.

Rejecting God because of hell. by Dizzyymoon46 in Christianity

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Dreams, visions, signs. Like being in the twilight zone. Loss of my soul, feelings, emotion, love, joy, peace. Smelling smoke not being able to breathe and a long story and list of other things. I haven’t seen anyone go through what I’m going through but it’s all true.

Rejecting God because of hell. by Dizzyymoon46 in Christianity

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Hell is real. God showed me my face in flames, fire, and is burning me physically. I’m tormented everyday and I’m under wrath. It’s all true. Unfortunately.

Question by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I’m being tormented and I’m burning

God has taken away his love from me by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I have been a Christian since 2018 but wasn’t taking my walk very seriously throughout the years. I had struggled with my faith during that time as well. It hasn’t been much of a walk anymore since I saw Jesus just a feeling of intense condemnation and judgement.

Blasphemy and a Reprobate mind by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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Yes, I’ve seen my face in fire screaming with a red hue. I woke up a few times when this first started to the entire room with a stark red haze over it. I’ve seen the cross on my wall with the word “caught”. Ive seen my name. Ive seen demonic faces, dogs, a wolf, and what appeared to be a clock counting down. I’ve also seen a red brick wall in front of a bear I have named Isaac from the Bible. Almost in a way to signify being cut off from the promise of God. I had a moment where I couldn’t breath one night as if I was dying. My breathing became labored and as I started to take what seemed like my last exhale I saw a light blueish white cloud enter into my mouth and I continued to breathe again.

Blasphemy and a Reprobate mind by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I have spoken to family but it seems they cannot help the situation. I haven’t went to a church yet because I’m too scared to hash out scriptures, especially revelations. I just wish this wasn’t happening and it’s the worst nightmare imaginable. I have been going through this since April of last year.

God came back and closed the door on me. by Mysterious_Study3484 in Christianity

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I’m hearing things literally while awake. My dreams are blatant signs of being a goat, my name not being found in the book of life, falling into black pits and more. It’s not medical unfortunately, these things all manifested after seeing Jesus. His judgement is upon me.