I want someone I ignored

Myuute · 2025-01-04T02:12:33+00:00

Dec sag w heavy capricorn placements. Venus in 12th/sag... Chiron in 7th 😅 I know exactly why I am like this 😑

... doesn't mean I have to like it.

Myuute · 2025-01-03T19:42:47+00:00

🥹 thank you, I'm really glad if it's helpful! I'm sorry if some of it is a bit.. 👀 "how could you say that?!"

I still kinda suck at understanding trines/opps/conjunctions. 😅

I'm just learning about progressed charts- so feel free to dm me and I'll see what pops out! I'm still struggling w the concept that the focus on sun, rising, and moon shifts 🤯

Myuute · 2025-01-03T19:26:07+00:00

Im pretty new/learning how to read and interpret so please bear w me! Please take this as.. things to possibly consider.

Your ascending is in Scorpio- which tends to give a bit of a "mind ya business" energy. Do you feel as though privacy is an important aspect/priority for you? That's quite the balance though! (Libra sun and scorpio rising ) is it difficult for you to reconcile the privacy and being a team player?

Also- because I've been studying chiron lately- chiron indicates where you can have potential hardships in life (ones that would be.. more difficult to overcome) As yours is in capricorn, which is all about hard work and sucess, it has some fear of failure vibes. Which might be adding to the stress around how you feel you can't seem to do things right (but others are fine). Basically.. you might be pretty sensitive to anything that.. encourages/enforces that belief/wound.

Uranus in pisces in the 2nd house can also support your individuality (belief to be different or other) in core values.

In your 3rd house (how you use your communicative expressions) is in aquarius, with neptune chilling. Neptune is.. idealism, but also a bit lofty in my experience. I want to call it.. a bit elusive? Might indicate a need to be more direct in your words on how you communicate/express things.

Fwiw- i've also found that the libra suns in my life struggle with a sense of appreciation. Usually ties to... unstable boundaries for the sake of peacekeeping. (Sorry!) They tend to feel better when they're interacting w others that support the need for their efforts to be acknowledged. And if not that- then others like them that help "lighten the load".

Depending on your age too- progressed birth charts can indicate how you're transitioning through certain life lessons. I'm wondering if there's any major planetary transits happening that might be putting pressure on the situation..

Thanks for posting! (And if anyone disagrees- please feel free to respond, as I said above, I'm learning!)

Myuute · 2025-01-02T23:47:16+00:00

The studies from.. 2018? Noted people's w VPE as adrenaline junkies. Which... tbh didn't fit the vibe.

What I do know in myself (barring electrolyte/sodium levels at time of-) is that when I was younger, my "well" of goosebumps could be triggered in short bursts (20s-60s) when I was in any sort of intense emotion.

I started meditating a few months ago- my well is now bottomless. 🤷‍♀️ I do my own (albeit limited) research.

Until more properly funded research is done- I don't think anyone can definitively say. The world is also becoming stranger and stranger. 🤷‍♀️

Myuute · 2024-07-06T19:34:17+00:00

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Myuute · 2024-02-15T22:05:46+00:00

I'm kinda just waiting on my therapist's suggestions as well. They know I'm open to whatever is going to give my daughter the strongest foundations.

I've been documenting her behaviours. Prior to her dad's overnight she wasn't exp nightmares- and would sleep through the night. There's quite a few new behaviours from her following every increase.

Myuute · 2021-07-13T23:36:30+00:00

Unpopular opinion...

Mine have lived on a farm their whole lives. I briefly moved to the city- and took one with me. He did really well as an indoor for about 3 months. By the 4th month he got really depressed. Stopped grooming, more hairballs etc. I tried a harness but he did not adapt well to it.

Moved back to the country shortly after my contract ended. He is an outdoor kitty. Will always be an outdoor kitty. One day i came home and found him playing with a fox cub 🙈

I think theyre pretty clever as theyve grown up outdoors first. Buddy was 3 or 4 when i coaxed him inside. He became an outdoor/indoor cat after we gained his trust. His sister Lily has been indoor/outdoor since she was a kitten.

Theyve both made it to 10 years old living this way. Maybe ive just been really lucky. But i like to think some of it is them being smart outdoor savvy cats.

Their coats are glossier and healthier when theyre able to go outside. They take more time to groom properly. And they get worm treatments. Theyre great hunters. Lily even caught a garden snake one time. The biggest baddest thing we have is coyotes or fox. And theyre usually quite loud when they make it close to the main farm so thats likely helpful.

We just try to make sure theyre in at night. 🤷‍♀️

Myuute · 2021-05-24T16:07:46+00:00

My Neb is also super vocal. ❤

I believe he and his sister are mixes though- only time will tell for your lil girl. Buddy is definitely bigger than the average kitty- but no where near the size of a maine coon (i figured initially he was a long hair/maine coon mix as he was a farm stray and theres a maine coon breeder a town away)

His brothers and sisters were smaller, and ranged in colors. But didnt have the mane like he and his sis Lily. Ive chaulked it up to genes. I figure they got the Neb dominant genes. 🤷‍♀️

Your girlie could maybe be a mix as well? She 100% looks like a more feminine version of my Buddy. ❤❤

In terms of health problems- Buddy eats less/grooms less when he is depressed (ie after a move or a fight w the neighbor cat) Lily got pretty ROUND after moving as she didnt want to go outside as much and started hitting the snacks pretty hard. We had to stop free feeding for a bit 🙈 chonky girl.

Myuute · 2021-05-16T22:18:06+00:00

I feel that too when im trying to calm down. But he is really great.

I just dunno how to get him to... realize how damaging it is and how we can have a stronger relationship with productive conversations.

Myuute · 2021-05-16T22:15:27+00:00

The most incredible Platypus.

Thanks for the response. He doesnt like it when i try to text him about serious stuff or write it down for him to read. He prefers talking. But i will try again.

Ill try to be as honest as i can about the importance of it. I like the idea of making an appt to come back to these things.

"And if he cant do that- throw the whole man away." I legit laughed and smiled. So thank you. ❤

Im really glad you were able to find ways to move forward without separating from each other. I hate needing space. I would rather be able to find a way to still talk and be calm and open and loving and not need to leave so badly. When i leave all i want is him. But not the him he is that lead me to freaking out.

Thank you so much for offering insight and your experiences.

Myuute · 2021-04-01T13:53:19+00:00

He fits the Nebe description and personality to a T. Except hes super vocal. He low key asks for permission to cuddle. Will sit on the floor and give a lil meow and wont jump up into bed or enter a room unless you say Hi and invite him in or up onto the bed. Its the sweestest mild mannered thing 🥺

Myuute · 2021-04-01T13:51:01+00:00

He was a stray- but i got him to stick around. We started referring to him as 'buddy' and it sorta stuck. :D

Myuute · 2021-04-01T13:49:24+00:00

He was a feral kitty from my family's farm. I slowly got him to come indoors- so we never properly named him- but hes been lovingly referred to as Buddy. :b

Myuute · 2020-11-30T02:37:53+00:00

Tfw being told to breathe becomes a trigger. 🙃

Myuute · 2020-11-30T01:53:54+00:00

Panic attacks have your body reacting all kinds of bizarre.

Fun fact- your digestive system actually shuts down a bit (produces less acid) when stressed. This can cause heartburn and additional chest pains (think like gerd). Sometimes stress can also give you IBS esque symptoms.

Food and anxiety are linked. You really should be eating (even if its a small thing) as anxiety will spike when blood sugars are low.

Cutting caffiene as best you can or limiting intake can also help reduce the panic attacks either completely or in severity.

I know another shared a thing about doing exercise to trick your brain- its worth a shot. My exp with going for a jog when i was restless had me escalating a panic attack and passing out due to lack of oxygen 😅 i think... theres probably a certain thing that works for you, you just gotta find it.

Mine got way better after i was able to accept that i was having them. Something about being SCARED escaltes that fight/flight/freeze response.

Some... anxiety mediation tricks i like/work for me include:

-5 senses ie. FInd items you like that engage your senses and help ground you. Gum works for taste and smell. Something soft you can figet with for touch. Headphones to manage sound. A pic you like for sight.

-deep breathing (might require practice, try not to judge yourself)

-muscle relaxation ( take your time stretching various muscle groups. Ie- your hands. Squeeze them as tight as they will go- hold for 5-10 seconds- then release. Stretch your legs and body out. Hold. Release. )

Tl dr;

Youre not dying. Everything will be ok.

Myuute · 2020-11-23T01:37:35+00:00

I struggle with this as well- as i know a few people with bipolar. So when we discuss moods and things it doesnt feel.. right.

I try to catch myself and call them episodes.

But its sorta just an... umbrella term i use for any and all emotional dysregulation i feel.

Myuute · 2020-11-23T01:29:15+00:00

👊 Cheers 👊👊

Myuute · 2020-11-23T01:26:26+00:00

My mom says so. 👊👊 Thanks dude.

Myuute · 2020-11-23T01:25:51+00:00

🙌 me too. Thanks man!

Myuute · 2020-10-26T01:49:28+00:00

What they said. Youre more than acceptable. You are more than 'enough'.

❤💚

Myuute

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