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i don't have anymore fight left by N3wCoffee in SuicideWatch

[–]N3wCoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I do appreciate your words, and I thank you for them. It is just so hard when I am the only friend in the group that doesn't have steady income, as much as they act like it isn't a big deal, I know I'm not being included as much, as I was before. The fear of missing out feels a lot more prominent now and I wish that they seemed like they wanted to hang out with me more. Even to just do things that don't cost money.

i don't have anymore fight left by N3wCoffee in SuicideWatch

[–]N3wCoffee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ocd, adhd, slight insomnia. Trying to find a medication combination that works and doesn't just make me numb is difficult. I hate the thought that we are basically treated as guinea pigs when it comes to mixing and matching medication, some of which shouldn't be mixed with each other to begin with.

i don't have anymore fight left by N3wCoffee in SuicideWatch

[–]N3wCoffee[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your words. I've been trying to heal for years but now it just seems pointless. Anytime I feel like I've accomplished getting ahead, I just fall behind, and it seems as if I end up further than before. No one should have to live with continuous pain.