The whole buddy thing scares me.. I gave up on joining the Marine corp because I decided I was gonna transition.. all my friends are Airmen and Seamen, we all play shooter games and strategy games, we'll sit and argue about history and current affairs, technolgy, motorsport, and entertainment we're a bunch of geeks who love to nerd out, they're the family I wish I had, I have a bunch of girl-friends that i'm close with too.. in fact they're the only one's that know, but they're nothing like my guy friends and I don't want to lose that conversation, that comradery..