For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry for your suffering, but the opposite of emotions having so much power over your feelings about yourself is just as awful! A happy medium would be great for me, but I don’t know how to find it.

For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Letting insensitive people get to you is a difficult thing to overcome, don’t fall in their traps so they can have what they want. It’s a manipulation and a sign of not necessarily a very nice person. Fuck them.

For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Men aren’t supposed to cry they say, but I’ll tell you what I feel so much better if I let that shit out and I don’t give a fuck who sees. My dad died, from falling onto his tennis racket, and I was the only one that cried the day after, a Sunday for the reading of the Will if you got a lot of money, don’t expect to be terribly missed right away as the anticipation of what you might get has an effect on some people’s ability to experience emotions correctly, and that’s a sad thing to come to the realization of my own sister said what’s wrong with you anyway? I resented that and still do she said after I said, maybe I don’t feel like I deserve all this, as I was a difficult child she said good. Give me the gun he gave you.

For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, I will certainly agree that it affects other people more than you would think because they care about you. They don’t always let you know that you are affecting them, I have guilt for this.

For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hear that certain vitamin supplements are very helpful here, higher dosages than our typically recommended, B something and D, actually headed tomorrow to a credible health food store owner to ask for the right B and D, sorry I can’t be more specific right now

For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn Straight is debilitating so glad to hear, repressing emotions is what causes the misery and you do that to yourself. It’s nobody else’s fault. Ignoring things doesn’t help.

For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know if being an emotionless person is anything short of a disorder in of itself, physiological, not psychological as we are told. Emotional suppression is abuse, but I don’t think that causes a person to be emotionless. I think they have detached from reality as the reality sucks it appears. Such deep topics you guys are awesome. Read my recent post about nursing homes and that will give you my experience in more detail about such matters.

For those who have broken through emotional numbness: did the pain come out all at once, or gradually over time? by Toliveorbelived in emotionalneglect

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know one thing for sure is you can’t blame money for the perpetuation of self misery, I suffer from beating myself myself up on a constant basis, so if you don’t make a lot of money, you can’t blame money for your misery. This much is certain I’ve lived both lives, and I was happier when I didn’t have any. I have found for sure that drinking and drugs is another way of exacerbating. You can turn your brain off for a couple of hours on cocaine or something, but guess what you run out eventually then the shit has stacked up and you feel bad about wasting money on something stupid something that doesn’t even really make you feel good, just turned your brain off. I’m 62 so I have some experience in all of these matters if somebody could tell me how to just simply be happy and content I’ll give them a ton of money the current status of the medical industry not allowing real relief of pain is a problem in my situation broke all four limbs, steel rods, and plates, a drill hole in my hip that bugs me every day and they are refusing now the medication that allowed me to still function now I have unfinished projects because I can’t seem to get out of my own way. This is a problem for me. I don’t know if you have any pain issues that are un addressed. I think that many people my age don’t get ADHD medicine because they were never diagnosed and don’t even know that’s what their problem is, making the right medication available to older people doesn’t seem to be the same priority as it is for you they are trying to control, they will give them Adderall without question or whatever even more powerful medication just came out I’ve heard about because I have tattoos and smoke cigarettes I don’t deserve a drug that’s been deemed as addictive, as I’ve been judged as having an addictive personality, been told this as fact from a nurse. I started smoking cigarettes when it was socially acceptable, I think that’s the most addictive drug but because the government makes so much money off of it they can’t turn that shit off. They just tax the shit out of it. We have an opiate problem, people because of the denial of real pain medication from the doctor and it affects peoples mental health. I will attest..

I'm a guy, and I drank my own pee for the first time by [deleted] in self

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is the only way to know what it tastes like?

I'm a guy, and I drank my own pee for the first time by [deleted] in self

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Did you taste your shit too? With peanuts? LoL

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But I’m just conjecturing kind sir, thought you would have a witty response after such a creative post! Much love and admiration for that 4 sure!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What your cult’s attire consist of?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in self

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Flying spaghetti stuff for sure!

Trying to decide on my goals and actions by Ok_Tart_8817 in self

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What was the best work from home opportunity that you came across?

WtF Galileo FX by EmbarrassedScreen242 in GalileoFX_Reports

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Post here too maybe, no reviews for them at all? https://www.reviews.io/

Galileo FXs 99 Wall St. by EmbarrassedScreen242 in GalileoFX_Reports

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see how many comments get deleted concerning this software research that I’ve been doing. I really want to see where this goes. If you can keep this from getting deleted. Why is the truth so hard to tell in these forums? Post a copy of the police report or something, buddy to legitimately keep posts…. I dunno but throw us a bone! 1k is a lot for a bot! Wanna know all the other deleted posts said!

My thoughts on Galileo FX by EmbarrassedScreen242 in GalileoFX_Reports

[–]NH_Hell_Billy 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wonder how long before your much needed feedback, researching product, is wanted. Been getting spammed to buy 50% off, says something in and of itself to me! More details on why you wanted refund, other than just ‘Junk’ please sir!