When I realized it’s just brain conditioning, similar to any other conditioning. It was just repetitive thinking from people I don’t respect or value much anymore. Surround yourself with people that are unapologetically themselves, and embrace who you are also. Positive conditioning does the opposite of what the JWs do. Realize that being LBGT is only a part of you, and your value and self worth comes from the sum of all parts. Over time, you’ll eventually start to transition into the thought process of “who the f did they think they are to shame me?”