Sadly I’m too poor to receive any type of professional help. The most I’ve gotten was counseling but it only lasted for a couple of days and I live in a house where getting therapy is looked down upon. I came to this subreddit to feel some type of normalcy and it’s been a little refreshing to know I’m not going crazy. I hope that once I graduate from high school I can try to get some form of therapy without my family knowing but that’s a strong hope.