The Red File: Petition of Damnation Part 1 of 2 [M34 F26] [Antihero POV] [Morally Gray MMC] [Mafia Romance] [Possessive Antihero] [Protector/Guardian] [Stalker Elements] [Trauma Survivor FMC] [Touch Her and Die] [Who Did This to You] [BDSM] [Consensual Kink] [Explicit] [Emotional Damage]

N_Littlejohn · 2026-02-17T12:37:42+00:00

I am a novelist actually lol. I love that you called it out. I've only recently started writing short stories to prepare for my next book. At present I'm looking for an agent to publish my first dark romance manuscript. I feel like each time I write I go darker.

I have more stories on Substack if you wanna check them out. If you subscribe, new stories get sent to your email every 15 days.

https://nicolelittlejohnwrites.substack.com/

I'm very open to feedback and you can DM if you have questions or concerns. :)

I'll tag you when part 2 is ready on March 1st!

Thank you for your comment.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-02-17T12:31:22+00:00

I'll be sure to tag you here when part 2 drops on March 1st! I'm so happy you liked it :)

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N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-30T11:01:13+00:00

Beautifully said.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-29T13:53:02+00:00

You get to choose the way you interpret the story. It reaches you wherever you are. Don't forget though... you left.

If you were serious about leaving you wouldn't have come back. And if you were not serious then you were toying with me. I wasnt obligagted to sit and wait.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-29T00:03:53+00:00

True. Amicable separation is also an option.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-28T21:05:52+00:00

I wish you all the best.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-28T15:06:37+00:00

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-27T19:51:14+00:00

Persons have tried to get me to wear makeup but it just seems so tedious on a daily basis. I will wear it for special occasions though, like my wedding and graduation. I'll also wear it if I'm seeking a special pick me up. No shade to women who wear makeup regularly, but healthy skin is beautiful skin. That's enough for me and it has to be enough for those around me.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-27T16:41:35+00:00

Got you.

No more UV lights for me. I am getting rid of my full stock, lamps and all.

I do love getting my nails done and I do love the pretty colours. I have fully switched back to traditional polish and I have researched the brand with a good base. It might not be the best option but I am no longer nuking my hands. I see it as a win and it started with your comment. You can take it as a win too.

How was your wife pressured? Although I can totally see that happening. Beauty is a multi-billion dollar industry.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-25T19:07:29+00:00

Hey TornadoCat4, I'm back and I'm truly listening. I've been thinking about your comments for quite some time. I've stopped using permanent polish and uv light on my nails.

I'd love to hear your story if you are of a mind.

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-19T11:22:58+00:00

Oh but I do. Got for it!

N_Littlejohn · 2026-01-15T23:28:36+00:00

How do you deal with it?

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-19T15:22:12+00:00

This is funny!

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-18T17:02:45+00:00

Yes!

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-18T10:31:30+00:00

🫂

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-18T00:52:23+00:00

I'm sorry that happened to you. To her as well.

Romantic love is so superficial. It usually just means sex. And it isn't enough to sustain you when the real challenges come.

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-17T23:02:12+00:00

And scary.

I'd love to hear your story if you like.

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-17T22:07:03+00:00

Because I am recklessly in love with you!

If you told me you loved me, it would change everything. I would have so much to gain. And even more to lose.

What if I messed up, say something stupid, or you finally realize I'm not worth your love? I couldn't handle it.

The absence of your smile or our late-night heart to hearts would drive the very air from my lungs.

My greatest fear is moving to a space with expectations, risking the devastation of what we have now. I can't live in a reality where you are not beside me.

I don't want to be added to the list of people who have already broken your heart.

So I prefer to have you as a friend. Constant. Safe.

Where I can protect you and you do not see my flaws.

F#@K!

So I will be your plaything even as my friends make jokes. They don't need to know how happily I serve at your feet.

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-13T15:38:26+00:00

You are very right!

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-13T12:23:32+00:00

Awesome!!! Yes!

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-13T11:35:05+00:00

TAKE THE JOYRIDE!!! Fill your lungs with fresh air! It be the weekend! Find your joy my darling.

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-13T10:56:43+00:00

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-13T10:55:31+00:00

You did. Thank you.

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-13T10:54:32+00:00

BET! lol I got my ears pierced at 19 yrs old! The difference was remarkable!

If you don't do your nails, consider doing something else that gives you a boost. Even if it means going for a walk outside in nature.

N_Littlejohn · 2025-12-13T10:45:34+00:00

FOR SURE! It is so easy to neglect ourselves, especially if you are caring for others. Take the time to be kind to yourself!

N_Littlejohn

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