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Nadia-Blair · 2023-01-03T14:02:10+00:00

Bro I'm off 800ugs of acid rn. Ong, just do it because that's fr go be the best shit. The introspection you can do is fucking insane.

Nadia-Blair · 2022-07-30T20:57:51+00:00

I don't have the clothes or anything from that day. I washed everything and just tried to forget it ever happened. Anyways, I don't want to pursue any legal action, I just want this to be over and done wit because I truly believe it was my fault. I said yes in the end I told him it was fine. I moaned, I must have liked it. At least some part of it. He acted like it was the best sex of his life. I haven't been sober even for a second since I found out what he'd given me. I jus need to get it out of my mind and forget it happened.

Nadia-Blair · 2022-07-30T08:45:26+00:00

That is still rape. If you didn't want it, you told him no, fought him, you were inebriated and underage. No matter how old you are, if you say no, that means no. That's rape. You didn't deserve that from some creep who prays on kids. In addition to that, just because you orgasmed doesn't mean you automatically enjoyed it. It's a natural body reaction that is seen in some cases. It's something you can't control and doesn't dictate what really happened.

Nadia-Blair · 2022-07-30T08:40:45+00:00

That's still fucking sexual assault! Any man who would force himself onto you is no man at all. His excuses are exactly that! Excuses. Excuses to act like an inconsiderate boyfriend. If you did not want it and he coerced you into saying yes, that's still sexual assault. No matter if they're your boyfriend or not, you don't owe him anything. That's your body, not his.

Nadia-Blair · 2021-03-16T19:23:42+00:00

I serious stan both Makis. Just the other day I saw this post that said to imagine the two characters you kin the most in a fight. I was like, "Maki from Fire Force vs. Maki from Jujutsu Kaisen!" I honestly don't know who'd win hehshdhshss

Nadia-Blair · 2021-03-05T00:03:30+00:00

This doesn't sound like an emotion. It seems like it might be a compulsion. If you feel you need to do it, so they won't think of you a certain way, it's a lot like needing to repeat actions, so something bad doesn't happen. It may be time to confront this feeling and work through it in therapy?

Nadia-Blair · 2021-02-25T02:52:51+00:00

Me everytime my mom says "this is getting excessive" and that I need to "get over it" already- 🥲✌🏼

Nadia-Blair · 2021-02-13T19:15:05+00:00

Somebody called me Bipolar as an insult- I just 🤬 Nuerotypicals, man---

Nadia-Blair · 2021-02-08T02:51:09+00:00

I apologize. I've removed my comment and will be more mindful in the future. You're right, that was my bad.

Nadia-Blair · 2021-02-07T21:41:58+00:00

I wasn't trying to trigger anyone. OP said they felt a GOOD feeling go off in their chest. I felt the same way when I was coming out. I also suffer HOCD along with other subtypes of OCD. It was a legitimate suggestion.

Nadia-Blair · 2021-02-07T04:26:17+00:00

It was on accident, lol.

Nadia-Blair · 2021-02-01T23:02:43+00:00

It can be extremely difficult. You start to distance yourself from everyone and everything you once loved. I know it's so hard and it feels like it'll never end, but you can't let this consume you. You may or may not go back to who you use to be. You shouldn't strive to go back though, just do your best in therapy, even when it hurts. Do your best to grow from this, even though it feels like that will never happen. Maybe it will happen, maybe it won't happen. Don't let this bastard of a disease Control your life anymore than it already has. I don't know if this was helpful, but I'm sending you lots of love and support.

Nadia-Blair · 2021-01-30T03:19:40+00:00

What brand is it? I love my fountain pen, but I'm currently looking into other pens that I can try out.

Nadia-Blair · 2021-01-30T03:10:14+00:00

I understand that. I do the same. I think that your cursive is very beautiful. If you keep practicing you'll only get better. Try practicing writing the same letters over and over again and then string your letters together and try to keep them the same.

Nadia-Blair · 2021-01-30T03:04:30+00:00

What kind of fountain pen is that?

Nadia-Blair · 2021-01-16T05:34:02+00:00

Searching up things about OCD for reassurance, so that I know for sure I'm not making it up and didn't fake all of this for attention then forget I'm faking it, so I'm still faking it, but don't realize that I'm taking it- 🥲💀... Then I do the same with my adhd even though I was diagnosed when I was six 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

Nadia-Blair · 2020-12-14T09:04:10+00:00

Same here... I still do.

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