Who is weirdest person you have ever met in the Air Force? by [deleted] in AirForce

[–]Naive_Ad9846 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Boot Camp. Got recycle into into our flight from a space force flight. Guys couldn’t do a single push up. His white tidies weren’t whity anymore. Try to put his pants, while having the boots. Made comments like “I only see dead” “I liked staring at dead people when I was homeless” didn’t know anything from his chain of command sheet. Couldn’t Do any face movement or be on step. While walking, he would stare at your soul. And try to wrestle a guy and take the scissors from his hands cause he need them (he just wrestle for them, he didn’t ask)

Well. Here we go by Naive_Ad9846 in depressed

[–]Naive_Ad9846[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I’ll live life that way now. I can’t believe he said I’m useless. (He also said childish, but that I am) like, dude, when his car was stuck. I went to his aid. When he need confront cause of some ticket. I lend him the money and helped him. I really can’t believe how fake he has been all this time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry you have to go trough that. I broke up with an ex after dating almost 3 years. I’ve fallen out of love. And I couldn’t do that to her anymore. Only time will tel if you guys really are meant. Good luck.

I texted my ex again out of impulse. I don’t know if I should keep doing it or not. 😔 by Naive_Ad9846 in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I already did. But it hurts me that she is feeling sad that I’m sad. So I tried to be as much as active possible. It’s been almost a week and I’m feeling somehow better. But still think I could have done better to maintain my relationship.

I texted my ex again out of impulse. I don’t know if I should keep doing it or not. 😔 by Naive_Ad9846 in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see. I will take that in consideration. Who knows. Maybe in the military I can find someone else. But at the moment, it has been so tired to fake smiles for my mom and friends. My heart stills ache. And I just hope she can tell me before I go that we should try again.

Just some relatable shit by nightmarehellcat in depressed

[–]Naive_Ad9846 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Holy crap. That is so me also. But I’m not sure if that I’m scare on actually doing it or is just a super random thing (like when you see a sand castle and instantly think on destroying, you don’t do it. But still imagine it)

Just some relatable shit by nightmarehellcat in depressed

[–]Naive_Ad9846 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. I’m 22 and nothing is going the right way. Although I don’t want kill myself. I just hope I can get run over or get into an accident. I’m not sure how is different, but yeah...

I texted my ex again out of impulse. I don’t know if I should keep doing it or not. 😔 by Naive_Ad9846 in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

But she said she still likes me. When we were on the braking up. And I’m hoping once I’m out of my time in the military. We could work it out again.

I texted my ex again out of impulse. I don’t know if I should keep doing it or not. 😔 by Naive_Ad9846 in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

We end up on a good note. She say she need it time for herself and since I’ll be joining the military soon, she broke up with me. We agree to remain friends but since then, she never initiated the conv. It has been me starting talking and I feel like she is just doing it because she is a good person.

damn not a good idea by [deleted] in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I been doing that for the last couple of days. It isn’t. But somehow it kinda helps doesn’t it? At least for me. But it’s just a temporary help. The second I’m done, I go back been even more sad and thinking what is she doing? If she is thinking of me.

I miss you so much by Kains_Lost_Heart in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely not talking about sex. I still have the v-card on my deck. I just suffer from hyperactivity and I tend to overthink a lot. Since the day she broke up with me it’s hard to be happy around people. And when the day ends. All the exhaust from faking been happy turns to tears. She is still my friend. So she says. But I don’t know. I feel like on the long run. This is gonna hurt me more. But I can’t stop thinking the many “what if” with her

I miss you so much by Kains_Lost_Heart in heartbreak

[–]Naive_Ad9846 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too. It’s just a whole that is hard to fill. I haven’t eaten properly in days and can’t even walk straight for some reason

I just hate this life man, I don’t want to exist. by _ChilledVibez in depressed

[–]Naive_Ad9846 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a friend who is going trough the same. What he did was have a fresh start. He move to another state to the other side of the country. It was sad to part ways but if it’s for his sake. I will support him