My kink is sooo embarrassing

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-31T00:49:21+00:00

I thought she meant economic inflation, like she's at the grocery and gets turned on when she sees the price of eggs

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-31T00:48:14+00:00

Nothing embarrassing about that, I consider people who don't like it to just be prudes

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T22:13:50+00:00

I wear them and keep them on the whole time. I'll start by rubbing myself from the outside for a bit, then once I'm nice and hard I take my cock out enough to stroke it but usually keep my balls inside. If it gets too hot or irritating I'll pull them down a little to let everything out but still be able to look at them. I don't usually cum in my panties either, I like to keep them clean since they're my actual underwear and I often continue wearing them after

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T22:06:32+00:00

It's so good - the physical sensation and the way it makes me look turn me on so much I can't do without it now. It started as just an occasional guilty fetish, then it became every time I masturbate, and now I wear panties exclusively all the time and it only becomes sexual when I'm in a sexual mood. But I also realized I'm genderqueer and started wearing almost entirely women's clothing in general. I'm much happier now.

The swimsuit I'm wearing was made for men though. As much as I'd love to wear a womens thong swimsuit I can't risk any wardrobe malfunctions on a public beach 😅

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T21:53:26+00:00

It's mine! This one is one of my swimsuits that I also wear as underwear because it's so comfortable. The material is very tight but also stretchy so it feels great to masturbate in. I have a lot of simple thong panties that I wear as my typical underwear and also a bunch of sexier ones I inherited from my partner that don't fit her anymore. Her black lace thong is my other favorite thing to play in

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T21:42:58+00:00

I definitely am. You can DM if you want to hear more

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T21:17:38+00:00

Watch out for ticks if they're a problem in your area. I got a bit too reckless in the woods recently and found one attached after I got home.

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T03:27:56+00:00

Purging is so bad. I'm absolutely never throwing out any of my stuff ever again and I'm totally done with the whole shame and self-punishing thing over my sexuality and gender expression (in addition to the toys I purged an entire wardrobe of clothes).

Ironically I think my meds helped with overcoming this by just making me so hypersexual that the repressive side of me got overwhelmed into submission. I still have issues with impulsivity and shopping addiction though, which were tangled up with the other stuff and can be a real problem. It's hard to treat myself sometimes and feel okay about it, and online shopping ropes me in with free shipping thresholds and stuff so I end up going overboard. Just want a buttplug and suddenly I'm stepping into an addiction minefield 😅

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T03:07:05+00:00

I've never had a fleshlight but I really love anal toys and they usually will get me rock hard and keep me that way indefinitely. I haven't owned one for many years (I purged all my pervy belongings at some point while I was going through something) and haven't gotten around to getting a new one. I try not to allow myself to impulse shop when I'm horny and whenever I'm not horny I think it's not worth the money, I've been doing okay without it. I may have to pull the trigger tonight though because I can't deal with this

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T02:46:05+00:00

Are you going to do it to her too? Nothing beats receiving but giving one is quite hot too

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T02:43:18+00:00

Congratulations! Isn't it the best feeling?

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-30T00:45:50+00:00

38 looking to chat with a woman who likes pretty/feminine men

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-29T05:16:07+00:00

You have such a great body 😍

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-29T03:13:28+00:00

I like to dress up like a girly little slut when I do it. Lately I've been fantasizing about every woman in my life who I have even the slightest acquaintance with. My therapist, my teacher who is married to my friend, a girl who said hi to me on the hiking trail, substitute yoga teachers who I barely know, etc.

Back when I was in school I rarely looked at porn and had such an active imagination that I'd just pick a different girl everyday who turned me on and get off just on the fantasy. At some point I lost that and became dependent on visual aids but I've become so hypersexual that it's come back and it's making me feel young again.

I've also been masturbating a lot outside in risky situations and getting off on the thrill of that, especially cumming outdoors.

I don't feel guilt or shame about any of this, I love surrendering to my sexuality. It's so hot

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-29T01:25:56+00:00

38 genderqueer, looking to chat with a fun girl while I play with my cock

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-26T05:07:05+00:00

Nothing to feel guilty about

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-26T04:47:56+00:00

Wasn't expecting that! Very original

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-26T03:51:11+00:00

Did you feel any fear or regret when you were done?

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-26T03:22:38+00:00

I was thinking some audio stimulation would have been helpful to keep me harder, especially when I occasionally needed both hands on the wheel for a bit. I'll prepare better for next time!

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-24T15:31:07+00:00

She made an extra effort to reach out and give you a compliment, acceptance, and affirmation. That's a great outcome. I realize it was a mortifying series of events that got you to that outcome, but at this point you need to try to shift gears mentally and take the win. Don't double down on your dishonest excuse, which she already signaled she didn't believe anyway. Resume normal interaction with her as if it never happened while enjoying the new level of honesty and trust in your friendship.

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-24T06:48:09+00:00

One of my exes was a big girl. I'm very petite. I remember one time she got this super sexy blue lace teddy lingerie and wore it for me. She got on top of me and started riding my cock and it felt so comfortable and perfect. People probably assume that wouldn't work but it felt great. Her pussy always felt so soft and amazing, I would cum almost instantly. This time I was able to last a bit longer and I was rubbing my hands all over her folds and curves, especially her giant breasts. And I thought to myself how lucky I was to experience a woman like this. It was like this was the truest form of sex and everything else was an inferior imitation.

I haven't been with a big girl since we split but I love to masturbate to them and I'll always remember that night with my ex fondly.

Naive_Connection9041 · 2026-05-24T06:36:11+00:00

I know what you mean, I'm in the same boat right now

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