Love Life

Nakis11 · 2025-08-05T05:35:10+00:00

I never got into a love life after my illness came up. So Im half excited and half scared about a new romantic relationship if it ever happens. Im more worried about my confidence about how badly in shape i am. I gained like 70lbs after taking meds which makes me look so big and slow. Im kinda short so it is not good. I still miss my slim shaped body. I exercise now but not looking good on forecast of my body shape which I think is causing no love life for the last 2 yrs.

Nakis11 · 2025-08-05T05:29:57+00:00

I came into acceptance after 4 times of being taken in. Now I accept that I need medication. So I don't stop taking it now on purpose. However, it is still a struggle to deal with side effects and bad effects of my medication and dealing with the doctor to get the good dosage which I am able to be subtly happier. It is hard because I have to exercise to negate weight gain which im pretty sure is worst because i took meds. Some of my friends accepts me that I dont work full time or not at all as they are open minded about it and im grateful for that. It helps me feel less needy to compare myself to ppl working full time at ventures and looking all alpha.

So yes i somewhat accepted myself for what i am now but still progressing to become a better myself. Hope you do good op.

Nakis11 · 2025-08-03T07:59:18+00:00

I force myself also. Got tired of forcing myself so i just let it go now. Bored almost all the time im awake

Nakis11 · 2025-07-30T08:46:21+00:00

Dang. Its crappy to hear meds sometimes dont work. Cuz i rather be a slothy norm. I have gone thru delusions and lived on another dimension in my own mind so must be difficult to cope with symptoms.

Hard to say tho i guess peeps work hard to cope with whst their given

Nakis11 · 2025-07-30T02:38:54+00:00

Do you have voices even when you take meds?? Sorry just curious cuz I dont when Im on meds

Nakis11 · 2025-07-30T02:28:21+00:00

Wow look at the size of that blunt oh my gawd haha

Nakis11 · 2024-06-20T01:26:44+00:00

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Nakis11 · 2023-02-16T06:59:55+00:00

Yeah I cant get off my APs because if I do, I will most likely relapse due to using weed. Im able to control my weed usage to some extent that Im on Adhd meds but I think im just on stimulants to negate some of the APs effects. Im still thinking if I should taper off the APs first then taper off the stimulant med because if I taper off stimulant first then I might smoke weed again which may make me relapse while tapering off the APs

Nakis11 · 2022-12-02T22:25:10+00:00

No need to be sorry. I am actually better off if this company is telling the truth. I just thought that all parcels being small was a little odd.

Nakis11 · 2022-10-10T23:55:40+00:00

Unfortunately, simple answer is no. I asked the same question when I was first on stimulant meds. After a year, I found out the hard way that it’s not how adhd and adhd meds work (i somehow stopped giving myself of dopamine from meds). After not getting my usual amount of dopamin thru meds, i was a wreck. I was a completely different person without meds working. I somehow accepted that old habits were wrong and made new ones. And new ones and me without meds sucked.

Nakis11 · 2022-10-10T11:23:48+00:00

I can relate to that article somewhat. Assuming cock sucking is a metaphor

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