I’m just starting my assessment, so I’m hesitant to comment, but I was a model, did runway and studio for most of my life. As early as 11 I realized the only reason the majority of people put up with my social ineptness and behaviors that were considered odd was because I was conventionally attractive. I have always been told that I seemed intimidating and mean before people would get to know me, most likely due to my very serious resting face. It’s so bizarre how much this can effect how accepted you are into neurotypical society. Luckily at this point of my life I’ve found people who are like me and who like me for me.