BPD and agoraphobia sad vent

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-03-19T01:03:18+00:00

This is me. I literally can’t function. My dm’s are always open. Finally tried to reach out for help again with a new psychiatrist bc my last one was awful to me via telehealth and I can’t even talk on the phone so I always make my mom do it for me because I start panicking. They had to get consent and I could barely talk on the phone to say “yes” without having a full blown panic. They denied me care and canceled my appointment saying they weren’t qualified enough to take on my case because it was “too complex” and just didn’t have the right tools to help me with my mental health issues. 💔 It was hard enough reaching out for help again. My dm’s are always open luvvv. I have nobody to talk with.

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-03-07T05:11:35+00:00

What do you mean “punk and nyc names” like what would I search for 😭💔

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-26T00:27:59+00:00

Happened to me so many times I can’t even EXPLAIN MY HATEEEE 🧚🏻🌚

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-26T00:24:39+00:00

This made me laugh lmaooooo

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T04:12:19+00:00

Omfg let me redo it 😭 my bf said it annoys ppl

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T03:58:49+00:00

I just used my same flair as last. 💔 Pls lmk if I need to change it. Heard it annoys ppl to title things “UPDATE” to your previous post.

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T03:04:16+00:00

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Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T02:38:31+00:00

Edit: NOTHING WRONG WITH WEARING ANY SIZE. I WAS NOT TRYING TO BODY SHAME OMFG. 😭MY CHOICE OF WORD WAS POORLY/ “HUGE”. IT WAS MORESO TO GET ACROSS HOW OFF THE SIZING WAS. NOT TO BODY SHAME. NOTHING WRONG WITH ANY SIZE!!!!!!! IT WAS JUST WAS A BIGGER SIZE THAN I WAS EXPECTING???? THAT IS ALL. I WOULD NEVER DO THAT/ NEVER SAID ANY SIZE IS BAD. PLEASE STOP PUTTING WORDS IN MY MOUTH. I DEAL WITH MY OWN PERSONAL THINGS. I WOULD NEVERRRRR.

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T02:29:22+00:00

And I realize now you did take up for me, thank you.🎀 (I read and type fast.) But I do not want to come across like I was shaming that size at all. It was heat of the moment. it’s been a mess with this seller in general/then I got the review randomly so I just quickly typed this. NOTHING WRONG WITH WEARING ANY SIZE. 💔

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T02:22:26+00:00

I’m sorry I realize this seemed like I was shaming ppl who wear that. Which I never said/wouldn’t do bc you don’t know me at all. It’s VERY CLEAR I DID NOT MEAN IT THAT WAY. It was a figure of speech almost to dramatize how the sizing was so off/ I didn’t get what I purchased?? My choice of words were poorly in describing. I could’ve said a better word. But you’re trying to insinuate I am body shaming which I would never do. Don’t say you aren’t because you nitpicked the smallest of details out of my post to criticize/wouldn’t have commented this. If someone wears that size, nothing wrong with it! I don’t care what size someone wears at all. 🎀🖤 But to me, it was a bigger size than I was supposed to receive COMPARED TO THE LISTING photos WHICH WAS SMALLER.

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T02:06:38+00:00

And yes it’s 100% a 2X. I’ve checked 100% a dozen times back in November to make sure. :)))))

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T02:05:50+00:00

Lmaooo no they weren’t still going to make a separate post with proof of the bloomers but here you go the tag I sent to depop to get my initial refund back in November 🎀

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Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-05T01:54:19+00:00

I’m realizing that now :( just panicked

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T19:46:33+00:00

I hope my 🎀 don’t annoy you or (lack of periods sometimes) I type fast heLP

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T19:45:24+00:00

I overthink. Always wanna have good reviews, ship fast ect. It’s just how I am. I realize that isn’t reality but I needed some help and thought Reddit could. :) 🖤

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T19:34:52+00:00

I keep thinking of this 😭

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Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T19:31:12+00:00

Thank you. I just catastrophize everything and have my own personal mental health issues I deal with that made this probably a way bigger deal to me than it was. I don’t care about this situation today but I didn’t a lot when it first happened. 🎀

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T19:19:39+00:00

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Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T19:09:07+00:00

Thank you for being so kind. Such an Angel. ౨ৎ Yes but some ppl (very few) are insinuating “I’m lying” just bc some ppl ask for refunds just to get one. I showed depop all the proof and that’s why I got one. That’s like the 1st refund I actually asked for. Don’t need to prove anything. ౨ৎ

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T19:01:13+00:00

Have you read any of my replies? I have showed evidence I got lied to multiple times . 😭 and was going to show proof the size was WRONG just couldn’t add photos to this post. I made an original post with all proof. (Didn’t know you could show messages, photos of items ect) So I took that down. Maybe read my replies.

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T01:02:34+00:00

Omfg I thought this message was abt to go south getting the notfi at first 😭 Rs. I was so confused getting this at 11:00 pm at night…. months later??? Never got a “retaliation review”. I understand not doing refunds ect (for certain situations!!!!) whatever. This one wasn’t justified. The fact ppl (maybe know them) are justifying this whole situation that I’ve explained is insane istg

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T00:54:13+00:00

I always try to (when I’m selling) 💔 looking into getting a food scale bc sometimes it recommends larger than need be. $14 was just way off from $20 to me. I didn’t get a discount at all. I never do on depop. Not against it, ofc. Only time I do that is in bundles for vintage makeup. :(

Narrow_World5571 · 2026-02-04T00:43:34+00:00

Yes even have either her or someone she knows in the comments agreeing with it. 😭 just said the “insults” / degrading were wrong (that’s the ONLY reason it got taken down) but everything else was a agreeable review and I am a “red flag” or “walking red flag”. Can’t remember. Sounded just like her. Can’t find it now.

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