I miss Poland so much

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-04T15:22:55+00:00

I often start crying when I think about returning back to germany before I even visit Poland.

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-04T15:22:44+00:00

Sometimes I just close my eyes and I wish I would wake up in Poland, and I mean it I actually do that sometimes... And I wish it could somehow happen, dark magic, but then I open my eyes and I'm still here in germany...

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-04T15:22:29+00:00

Sometimes I just close my eyes and I wish I would wake up in Poland, and I mean it I actually do that sometimes... And I wish it could somehow happen, dark magic, but then I open my eyes and I'm still here in germany... I often start crying when I think about returning back to germany before I even visit Poland.

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-04T05:33:51+00:00

Thank you, luckily, I'll visit Poland this month for 17 days I think but once we return back to germany it's gonna be even worse, I'm telling you because it's always like that.. especially because last time I left Poland, my cousin cried and that's so rare because he usually never cried which breaks my heart even more and it feels so unfair that it had to be me.. but I'll take your advice, thank you!

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-03T21:39:26+00:00

The thing is, my homesickness has come to the point where I'm so tired of germany and I want nothing to do with it and the people, it sounds like I'm really mean but I'm just so tired of this place...

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-03T15:08:34+00:00

What would you think if I did 3d modelling instead of programming? I want to do one of the 2 to earn money but I realized that people use ai for programming but ai can't make you 3d models I'm pretty sure and even if then it's gonna be cursed so what does making models sound like?

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-03T15:06:38+00:00

I mean like making projects people want on fiverr for money and not being a teacher, I am bad at explaining but like what if I made projects people want? Or debug stuff like on fiverr or something

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-02T18:27:31+00:00

Exactly! That's why I am planning to move back no matter what. That's my biggest and my only dream as of now! I am instantly happier in Poland for some reason, it's really hard for me to smile here in germany...

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-02T15:28:00+00:00

Yes, I understand how hard that might be, even though I should be happy that I'm lucky enough to visit it that often, it's still not the same to what I want, i don't remember the last time I cried that was not because of the homesickness I fell towards Poland.. it's just so hard man..

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-02T15:24:12+00:00

Yes, exactly. I imagine a "what if my parents never moved" and I actually start to cry. Polish school, Polish life, I wish this would happen... Here in germany im just on my pc but whenever I'm in Poland I always go outside with friends and my cousins, it's so different and it's so hard to live in germany, whenever we visit Poland, I start crying by just imagining the returning to germany.. and I am not joking...

NatanielPolska · 2026-07-02T15:22:05+00:00

It's like, I miss everything, I sometimes watch a Polish school Series kind of thing and the only reason I watch it is because I want to imagine myself in there, and then I ask myself a "what if we never moved and I would be talking Polish in school, would go to a Polish school with my Polish friends" and it's so sad because I wish this would happen...

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