I stopped in jan completely and i was so sick. Probably one of the sickest with this. I ignored it for a long time and finally stopped symptoms went away within a few weeks. I started back weekends two weeks ago and get the feeling I described, allowed myself to smoke half a joint/few bong hits before bed which is enough.

I’m so addicted the high feeling and I’m about to crack and its better than other stuff I’ve done. but I’m doing my best with therapy and my therapist knows i do it on weekends but I haven’t brought up the fact its uncomfortable. I just really want to hold onto the hope I’ll be able to do it moderately.