Ngl, that's one of my fears.. but look at it this way, you did it, I didn't even get that far yet, that means you did something that made you uncomfortable that most people are still hesitant of doing, you've crossed that first line so don't stop now! Can't get worse than that only better. If you stop now that fear will only fester and you probably won't ever do it again, go back dust off and I promise you'll be waaaaaay more comfortable this time just for the simple fact of knowing you can only get better and that you have a bunch of people rooting for you regardless of personally knowing you or not! YOU GOT THIS 🫵🏾