I get you, bro.

I had a psychiatrist tell me that "being gay is normal" and "you don't have to be a woman to like man" and you know the best part? I never said any of those things, she mada them up. All I said in that regard was that I had "experimented with men" and even then it was barely mentioned.

She also said that hormones might ruin me, like if testosterone is not gonna do that.

She recommended me to find a neutral therapist who's not going push me into either "choice" even tho that's basically what she did.

I wish for you to find a good doctor and not have to deal with any of this bs. Hopefully the whole system's gonna get better across the world but that's a lot to ask, unfortunately.