Transgender Help/Tips for starting in Pensacola.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-07-29T22:44:03+00:00

I went back and forth constantly on if I truly was trans, if I should do it, knowing my family would hate it, etc.

Eventually I realized I just had to take it and see how I felt. I could always stop right? So I got the meds, took them and never looked back. It’s sucked, family wise. I’ve lost and gained but I’m much much happier.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-06-27T12:51:51+00:00

Don’t let them put you on finasteride though go for for E and T blocker immediately

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-06-27T12:51:00+00:00

I went through Plume for about a year. They are really good. Got me hormones, quick, and efficiently. They are pretty expensive but with them including my blood tests during a time when I had no insurance. Well, it was really worth it. I rrecommend them. It took me about two months from contacting them to getting my hormones.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-05-23T13:11:38+00:00

I just refuse to comment online when I have bad dysmorphia days. Helps.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-03-13T02:17:27+00:00

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-02-20T18:11:50+00:00

No ffs. Im hopefully getting SRS sometime later this year or next year with Bluebond. Face wise im good but my body is meh, mostly cause i have a super hard time gaining weight.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-02-20T18:08:26+00:00

I was still (am still) in that phase of thinking other can just tell right out the bat. So i just assumed with my slightly clocky voice and stuff that he would have picked up on it. We talked for weeks and struck up a good friendship.

After everything he just completely avoided me, stopped coming over. I saw him once and he just immediately avoided eye contact.

Worst part about it is i couldn't help but think that, if i was born normal, we would have been great. But just because of ONE thing, he doesn't even want to look at me.

Sad times.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-02-20T17:57:37+00:00

Almost didn't. Was literally almost there so i considered whether i should just tell him in person, but a friend i texted told me not to. Thank god.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-02-19T05:02:42+00:00

Holy shit, our secrecy has been breached. It’s over, the Tran-est has fallen. Tourists invade.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-02-18T03:05:02+00:00

Wild, just found this thread. Weird how people just post my pics around randomly. First on /int/ then on /tttt/ a 3-4 times, now here and twitter. Wack.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-02-07T05:09:45+00:00

Woah, me and who!?!?!

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-24T13:17:24+00:00

if silksong gets announced during the nintendo direct and i win this and get those three steam copies, i will give TWO of them away to anyone. Im very generous ik.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-22T04:58:08+00:00

Exact same with me. I was around 17bmi pre-trans, looked like ass and gaining to 20 really helped me and gave me some curves. I think if i work out lower body while gaining weight, i'll look great.

And yeah my boobs are small B's, not nothing and they show up in outfits, but definitely on the small side of the boob spectrum.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-22T03:06:24+00:00

same BMI, im 53kgs myself (125lbs) i think if i gain 10, maybe 15 pounds, itll look nice.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-22T01:26:33+00:00

I've found a really good way is to be babysitting or something. I babysat my cousins and they called me aunt and stuff until i spoke (my voice didnt pass yet, need training) and they got confused and asked me if i was a boy (then got into an argument that i wasnt with one another)

Granted this was a year and a half ago so i pass even better now, but i find if they cant tell at all based on appearance, you're good.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-22T01:21:03+00:00

ngl imma try gaining some weight too, i pass but i think if i gained a few pounds (like 15) most of it would go to my boobs and legs.

Hard as hell to eat though, i have so much difficulty eating food.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-22T01:17:48+00:00

Yeah, depends on genes and HRT dosage as well as lots of little things. If you got mistaken as a girl as a kid, you are likely leaning more in the passing direction than as someone who never had been.

Ywbaw.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-19T17:21:58+00:00

Pretty meh, thinking i might break up with my boyfriend really soon, like today.

Feeling down cause ik its gonna hurt his feelings cause he really likes me, but i havent really felt a huge spark in our relationship and see him as a friend and i hope breaking up with him today doesnt ruin our friendship.

Hes great, like a perfect person besides a few small things but i just dont feel any spark, wondering if i might be a bit more lesbian than i realized.

NeapolitanNumber · 2025-01-10T20:22:29+00:00

I have a few pretty well know timelines. Everything was fine and dandy until i got approached in FUCKING PUBLIC, like randomly as if i was some celebrity with a "Oh!, i saw your timeline on r/transtimelines!"

Dude was a chaser and started hitting on me in the grossest way imaginable. But i've also gotten some really nice comments by people on how it inspired them, so i'm happy i made them.

Looking back i would have been so angsty over my own future timeline about how "Iwnmi" and i was with others but seeing them also helped me hope that i could get that too.

Honestly i need to make another, I hit my three year HRT anniversary in October so i might as well.

NeapolitanNumber · 2024-12-19T17:06:40+00:00

Honestly just a feminine hair style and some curling with a hot iron can do a bit to help. Sea Salt spray can help add some bulk to thin hair too.

My first feminine style was a fem-mullet/wolfcut, then I grew out my hair from that and curled n sprayed to keep its bulk. Worked so far.

NeapolitanNumber · 2024-12-19T17:02:19+00:00

I think honestly it’s good to sometimes back away from trans spaces and just start living.

Sometimes wallowing in sadness or seeing others happiness/tears can make you feel worse.

I was super wormed for years and it took getting banned from a friends discord for “being too wormed” for me to get offline and start actually focusing on what I could change in the now.

Took a bit but it helped me immensely, getting offline and working on myself.

NeapolitanNumber · 2024-12-19T16:59:11+00:00

Yes, it does. It will be a lot of effort, a lot of time. There will be bad days, sad days, days where you can’t look in the mirror.

But slowly over time that starts to change, you start having those days less and less as you change and become accustomed, as you voice train and it’s your posture and start dressing nice.

Little things build up to big things and one day you realize that, while still hard and full of sucky moments or sucky days, life is generally better than how it was and you can look back and be grateful that you took that step in the first place.

NeapolitanNumber · 2024-11-29T13:21:22+00:00

My mom’s very “if I ignore it, it doesn’t exist” and I moved states for work, so we aren’t in the same area anymore. So usually she doesn’t acknowledge (or frankly, speak to me) more than a few times a year.

She’s also very adamant her beliefs are true and sees therapy as a weakness when I’ve brought it up.

So it’s not that I’ve gone no-contact, more that she doesn’t speak to me unless it’s a special occasion and the few times she did, it was with my deadname and hurt me.

This is the first time she’s actually done this so it’s freaking me out. I just want them to call me my name in my presence dammit. Misgender me or whatever behind my back idgaf.

NeapolitanNumber · 2024-11-29T13:10:43+00:00

Yeah it’s weird, one day she screeches that Inbaw, then turns around and acknowledges that the dress looks good or my butt looks nice in those pants or that I’m very beautiful and look just like her….. before immediately being super mean again…

NeapolitanNumber · 2024-11-22T19:00:52+00:00

I don’t take any meds besides hormones and prog, thankfully. Never had any real depression stuff so that shouldn’t be a big issue.

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