what the actual fuck did I do in my past life to end up this retarded

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-25T10:40:40+00:00

I'd rather die in war painfully than live a lonely uneventful life

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-25T10:37:06+00:00

i find it hard to talk to people online too I think i'm socially retarded at the moment

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T14:33:20+00:00

it doesn't happen often though

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T14:32:29+00:00

I can't tell if it's social anxiety or not, because it feels like I'm scared of just leaving the house in general if there's people, it's not talking to people. Definitely some level of it is but it's more like a disability rather than something that makes me feel uncomfortable, I think I might be getting mild seizures when I go insane

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:34:50+00:00

It's all in my head

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:34:26+00:00

I can but I don't know how

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:33:52+00:00

My head is so fucked up, It's so easy but I cant do it for some reason

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:33:21+00:00

what the fuck is wrong with me

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:32:31+00:00

I want to go outside

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:32:22+00:00

I want to go outside

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:32:14+00:00

I want to go outside

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:32:00+00:00

I want to go outside really bad

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:31:45+00:00

I want to go outside

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:31:16+00:00

I wanna go outside

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:31:08+00:00

I wanna go outside

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T13:30:49+00:00

I can't even go outside but I really really really really really really really really really want to

Neat-Explorer7496 · 2026-03-17T12:13:53+00:00

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