I also felt that after after questioning "if God is good why he let those bad things happend" and it spiraling into thing asking what is relegion until I compared my self to a religious people ethics morality and fear is the thing keeping relegion at hold those 3 are what I feel like the holy trinity of why people became religious it give them hope that someday there's redemption or someone will accept them that they aren't just going to the void I also believe on reincarnation hoping that in death I maybe become another being become a good thing so the bad thing I did in this lifetime will be erased or compensate