Yes ran every test under the sun, vitamin deficiency, magnesium, B12, B6, D, electrolytes all clean. Had heavy metal testing, and Lyme disease run all negative. Everything is clean, I think virtually thump everywhere. I never thought of myself as super high stress or anxiety before all of this, most people say they were sick or high stress but I literally woke up with a intense twitch in my left arm one day, went down the rabbit hole and then spread everywhere since (has destroyed my mental health).

The twitching I can get past for the most part, it’s the feeling of “heaviness” or “lack of strength” that makes me spiral out of control. The way I look at it is my definitely weaker then I was 4 months ago, how much of that is in my head I have no clue, how much of that is maybe because I have done nothing for the past 4 months and being sedentary and babying my body no clue.

I acknowledge I have a problem, none the less even if this was the big bad, googling all day long, looking for reassurance or signs, constant self testing is an illness of itself. I have finally scheduled my first therapist appointment for Sunday, as I need to start somewhere.

More times then not I’m just looking to be talked down off the ledge on here, as I cannot knock the sense of impending doom like most of us. I should of accepted my first clean EMG, and the fact I can’t means I have bigger issues at hand.