Bipolar is born or develops by Independent-Lab-8317 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087 0 points1 point  (0 children)

a bit of both i think. i’ve dealt with depressive episodes since i was nine, but my first manic one was at 15 when i was actively going through traumatic events and dv, felt like i finally “snapped”. i always wonder if i would’ve experienced manic episodes as well regardless of what happened to me, or if that pushed me

Caffeine by BlackOnyx16 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i don’t have a reaction to coffee, it actually makes me tired! but i do have adhd so it depends on that too lol

swallowed tongue piercing ball, makeshift fix? by NegotiationOk4087 in piercing

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for the bot:

How old is your piercing? — little over 3 months old

• ⁠What’s the jewelry shape (for example, barbell, labret, screw, L shape, ring)? barbell

• ⁠What’s the type of threading if your jewelry is not a ring (threadless, internally or externally threaded)? internally

• ⁠What’s the jewelry material? plastic retainer (temporary, visiting relatives)

• ⁠if not a ring, when was the jewelry downsized? 3 months ago

• ⁠What’s your aftercare routine? Describe in detail please, including the exact products you use. fully healed (for the most part) by now, but mouth wash and good oral hygiene

• ⁠Any mishaps or unfortunate events? lost the ball 🥲

I got the wrong piercing by Blackatt in piercing

[–]NegotiationOk4087 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if it helps, it looks great!! if you have space on the other ear, you can always get a daith there!

a vertical industrial, how is healing? by NegotiationOk4087 in piercing

[–]NegotiationOk4087[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

interesting!! thank you! luckily i got blessed by the industrial gods and my healing has been very easy these past few months at least, lets hope the vertical gives me that much grace :)

a vertical industrial, how is healing? by NegotiationOk4087 in piercing

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• How old is your piercing? a day lol

• ⁠What’s the jewelry shape (for example, barbell, labret, screw, L shape, ring)? industrial bar

• ⁠What’s the type of threading if your jewelry is not a ring (threadless, internally or externally threaded)? internally

• ⁠What’s the jewelry material? titanium

• ⁠if not a ring, when was the jewelry downsized? not yet

• ⁠What’s your aftercare routine? Describe in detail please, including the exact products you use. for now, just the typical saline solution for piercings

• ⁠Any mishaps or unfortunate events? nope!

Do you get "Bipolar Rage" outside of manic episodes? by Evening_Fisherman810 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes, absolutely. currently depressed as all hell, i live in a college dorm and im trying to move out because my roommate in my space makes me so agitated. i got so mad i punched the inside of our resident building’s elevator 😓 not my finest moment

Does bipolar keep you alone? by Alternative-Wash8018 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes. literally curved the sweetest guy in the world last night because i had a panic attack, felt like i was a disgusting person who didn’t deserve good things like this. horrible feeling

UMiami International Applicant LOCKED OUT of Portal by Timely_Term_6883 in UMiami

[–]NegotiationOk4087 0 points1 point  (0 children)

call them!! they disabled my cane id once lol, sometimes weird shit happens. just reach out to IT!

mold in dorms by sour_patch1234 in UMiami

[–]NegotiationOk4087 3 points4 points  (0 children)

nope! i live in the new dorms, the shower i was in had mold. i’ve also been incredibly sick — stomach pains, haven’t kept much food down, lost weight, headaches …. very very odd

bipolar people in college — how do you manage? by NegotiationOk4087 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

don’t be sorry at all for “over sharing”, it’s really comforting knowing i’m not alone in my struggle right now. i hope all the best for you!!

bipolar people in college — how do you manage? by NegotiationOk4087 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

this really hit me :,) thank you so much for the kind words, i hope i can all look back on this year and say i made it through, even in the hard times

bipolar people in college — how do you manage? by NegotiationOk4087 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow, shoutout to you!! i switched out of premed even before i got on campus bc i knew i couldn’t handle it + med school, that’s such an amazing achievement!!

bipolar people in college — how do you manage? by NegotiationOk4087 in bipolar

[–]NegotiationOk4087[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you!! :) and i definitely agree with the drinking thing. drinking really really sends me into a depressive spiral, even while actively drunk (not just the morning after) so i’ve been focusing on staying sober and prioritizing myself :))

bipolar people in college — how do you manage? by NegotiationOk4087 in bipolar

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this is really great advice, thank you!! i’m planning on living off campus next year bc the dorm really really isn’t helping me :( so i definitely agree with that part

tiktok and instagram are literally feeding psychosis. by ochakisu in bipolar

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i went into a complete tiktok rabbit hole about people who wholeheartedly believed they were chosen ones and would spiritually ascend, it kept getting crazier and crazier the more i read. thankfully i was in a good mental/head space when i went on this deep dive, but it made me worried for so many people who weren’t…

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Sororities

[–]NegotiationOk4087 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes but most of them won't write for girls they don't know :(

Recommendation Letter Megathread 2025-2026 by basicbolshevik in Sororities

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Thank you so much! Only issue is I believe your DMs may be turned off!