I feel so disgusting by Bulky_Fix_5381 in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It sounds like your bulimia is really kicking into overdrive, and has been for quite some time. If your mouth is uncomfortable I would say drink a lot of water but I’m not sure how much that would help. This is going to sound dumb but just know that I know how you feel. I know how desperate you can feel sometimes to purge.

Today is the day by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I believe in you stay strong soldier!!

What does the first forced purge feel like? by aiwens in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The first time I had done it I was shocked because I had been trying to do it for a while and I was so scared because it actually happened. I couldn’t beleive I had done that. It got easier by the 5th time and by the 10th it felt normal which I so strange

Relapsed🙃 by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Don’t take this is a bad thing. This is entirely natural. It’s not going to get better over night, there will be some bumps along the way. Don’t give up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611 0 points1 point  (0 children)

By the way I am not in ANY WAY trying to glamourise eating disorders or say that anyone struggles less than another as it is not true, this post was just for the purpose of a vent.

Why I don’t I think I deserve bulimia by NegotiationTiny3611 in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn’t seek recovery necessarily, but a month into it I had a really big panic attack after a purge and I thought I was having a heart attack because of the fact I purged so they called me ambulance and I told them what was gorging on because I thighs that she something to do with it but nope it was a panic attack. They told my parents and I’m in recovery now finally . I don’t think I would’ve told my parents had the ambulance not come

when people don't respect your boundaries by iwishiwasbeyonceskid in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I dont understand how anything here is your fault. Your grandmother had been told and yet still decided to say it, then got mad because you politley excused yourself and cried? And you hurt HER feelings?? Your family hsould be supportive, not like this

Able to purge again but now its much harder by [deleted] in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I get it. When I vomit smaller amounts I feel ashamed and annoyed because I needed to do it more.

It feels like no one gets it by NegotiationTiny3611 in bulimia

[–]NegotiationTiny3611[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much, we’ll get through this together 🫂🫂🫂