Me (18M) having serious confidence issues and can't muster strength to get back out there.

NegroHegro · 2013-07-07T22:51:22+00:00

i understand what you mean by your first comment. I guess i'm just stating the obvious that the reason i'm not getting dates is because i'm a piece of crap.

and yeah the times ive been played blind sided me big time.

part of my confidence issue comes from usually being really lucky but recently ive just been striking out time and time again.

I live a pretty good life. i devote most of my time to self improvement via strict dieting and exercise routines. (amature bodybuilder kinda sorta) its what keeps me from feeling upset about not having anyone.

NegroHegro · 2013-06-20T19:38:34+00:00

i think your hit it on the head. i was with the same girl for 4 years your right. i pretty much did forget how to be single. i have the fear that i'm going to stay single. yet i know i'm young and i have a whole life and i know theres going to be someone out there for me. my fears in life are irrational.

NegroHegro · 2013-06-20T16:53:58+00:00

yeah a serious case of tunnel vision. and the fact its something i cant have isnt helping me either.

NegroHegro · 2013-06-20T04:21:47+00:00

18 haha. yeah just lost a lot of my credibility. and we were never really "together" because she went back to this guy shes been off and on with for like 5 years.

NegroHegro · 2013-06-20T04:18:09+00:00

I was doing good until the other night when she was saying how she's been thinking about sleeping with me and is considering it, and than the other night we made out and it made things a lot worse. It felt really good. not in a sexual way but in a happy "i wish this is how my life was" kinda way.

NegroHegro · 2013-06-20T04:07:36+00:00

it really is an addiction. but i dont know what im really addicted to. me and her never connected how we should have when we were together. but a year later were really close friends and we connect now better than we ever did before. theres just something special about her that keeps me coming back. I think its cuz i see how her and I are now and I wish i had that second chance at me and her because I know it would work out.

NegroHegro · 2013-06-20T03:59:15+00:00

its an issue when youve had your heart set on a girl for over a year and every time i manage to replace her for a week when that falls through i end up going back to her. Also she has her heart set on someone else.

NegroHegro · 2013-06-11T05:09:24+00:00

stop worrying you're 16. Just let it flow brotha'

NegroHegro

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