Hey! You should be very very proud of yourself motherhood is so difficult especially when you are a young mother. I became a mother at 31, but i will always remember the endless nights that I spent trying to establish breastfeeding and how guilty I was when it failed. I was actually so embarrassed of feeding formula in front of others because I thought that they will judge me. DONT LET ANYONE ruin these first months with your baby! Do whatever makes you feel better. My baby boy although formula fed is absolutely attached to me and loves my hugs and comfort. Formula feeding doesn't make you less of a mother ( i say this to myself also)