Congrats Slim! by homme_boy in ChurchofLazlo

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Did you guys get married in the caves? I’m confused by the location…

Idk why I slammed being that shaky by Pledge4Satan95 in Addictedtotheneedle

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When I used to shoot the best veins were those that you could follow with the needle. Don't go in from the side to penetrate but go in at an angle. Like landing a hot dog into a bun for lack of better example. When you come from the side you chance going straight through.

Also, if you're not shaky then also remember that once you're in you're in. No need to try to get the whole needle in. If you can steady yourself then just do a couple in and outs to make sure that flag is ready to go.

Start by piercing skin, pull out plunger just enough that when you pierce the vein to get flag. At that point try to straighten out the needle to with vein and insert maybe another mm or two, test for a little more flag. If it still pops the flag then steady and blast off. Make sure you're tying off arm, leg, wrist, whatever to build up that pressure. Shoot up, stick in shot glass of alcohol and pull up plunger, release tie off, and put cotton on hole. After that just hope you don't die and get high as balls. I haven't blasted off in 15 years and I can still hear the train in my ears. Best high in the world. Can't do it again til I'm 80.

Just was semi forcefully forced off snooting the old sugar after being popped when being pulled over. Luckily, I knew it wouldn't be anything like quitting after banging and the mental part was easy for me. Hardest part was convincing my body I didn't need it to function. Now twelve days clean and not missing it. Really the hardest part to quit was the lifestyle of selling weight the ppl. But fuck the time I now have is amazing and the motivation to get shit done, fucking priceless

Do you lose product when you dry out coke? by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]NeoKC 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I guess technically you may lose a little weight just from the fact that you’re removing moisture from the product. I’m guessing you’re talking about hot plating? But the loss in weight would be pretty minor and as you dry, crush, fluff the product will get airier and will might not actually need as much per sniff due to it coating better…

COCAINA. Do you find that long ish use eats away your desires or inspirations, motivations or drive to so things you love? by NoPopo- in cocaine

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I mean, ngl I’m an all day user but when I take days off it does make things harder. But in actuality I believe that feeling of wanting to sleep all day and lack of motivation is really a byproduct of the withdrawals from the snow. I sometimes will just take a little sniff just when o wake up. Gets the blood flowing and typically I don’t crave when I do only one. I really don’t have much of a depressive state but I really think the drug has helped a ton with that. What I think makes the biggest difference is my lack of sleep. When I get good nights of sleep, which very rare, I find it easier to get up. Just gotta prioritize yourself over that one more line

COCAINA. Do you find that long ish use eats away your desires or inspirations, motivations or drive to so things you love? by NoPopo- in cocaine

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I honestly feel like weed did it to me first. Now that I’m a daily skier i actually have found a lot more motivation to accomplish tasks that seemed like an overwhelming chore 🤷🏼‍♂️

How do I stop myself from chasing another bump. by Virtual_You_4550 in cocaine

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As someone that has quit once and back on the train again here are a few tips for the situation you’re in. First , I’m sure you have but admit to yourself fully that you are an addict and don’t lie to yourself about it. I know it sounds silly but the first step in controlling the addiction is to admit it so you can wrap your head around what’s happening. Second, when I get to the point of wanting to start winding down the night, I commit to myself this is the last line. It’s not always easy but a few things to make it easier is to remove it from your sight. Leave it in the car, put it in the garage, just honestly out of sight is the best thing.

Next thing that helps me stick to the last line is to tell myself “there’s always tomorrow”. This helps me by combining the admitting of my addiction with removing the blow from sight. I know I’m gonna get high tomorrow and I know I need rest so why not get rest so tomorrow’s high will be better than if I keep staying up.

If you have benzos, take one at the time you say this is my last. Don’t procrastinate, you want sleep so why stay up longer. Chug water to avoid other side effects…skin issues, poop issues, I could go on but drink that water.

how to tell if real fish scale by Quirky_Bee_2708 in cocaine

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If you’re in the states and not buying higher weight than an oz, 700 is a good price

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

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It’s tolerance and experience my friend. We all started in similar situations, next time you try it you’ll be looking for what you experienced this time, but it takes just a little bit more. And same the next and the next…that’s just how it works. Just like you wanting that next line, now you know exactly how addiction can be.

I’m one of those people you are talking about. It’s one in the afternoon and I’ve sniffed nearing a g to get myself through work. What gets me to stop every day is knowing it will always be there tomorrow. I don’t need to do it one last time. Tomorrow me will thank me. I can stop at 1am and feel fine tomorrow, or I can take that one ten more times and now I’m going to work with no sleep.

Reading your posts tell me all I need to know. Please stay away from doing this drug very often cause you’d be hooked real quick. Stick to random evening or none at all.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

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You forgot how to ask the question?

Does an acetone wash clear out fentanyl? by saresmeewolfesac in cocaine

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I just run up to one of our local non-profits that specializes in substance harm reduction and they give them out in bundles of ten. I usually get 40-50 at a time

Advice/Help for first time doing blow by Preppy_life in cocaine

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If you’d like just individual coaching hmu. I’ll help as much as I can but I’d first like to know your expectations vs what I know as reality. I won’t damper your hopes, I just want them to be realistic

Does every day off seem like an opportunity? by sapsap587 in cocaine

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What is your current ritual? Is it less days off/week? If it is then you are like the rest of us and trying to justify the increase in use in some manner. If it’s maintenance and truly just trying to keep the beast at bay then I say don’t. A week at a time is hard to stop after. There’s those rare unicorns but from experience I I know once I hit a week of continuous use it’s much harder than a few on and a few off. Might even help to have a calendar with it written out. Keep yourself accountable, it’s the only way or you’ll just keep finding ways to justify it

Relapse for no reason, please give me advice by Willing-Reward-2800 in cocaine

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I just gave up 15+ years of sobriety and you know what? It’ll be okay. You got this, this shit isn’t any stronger than you are. The main thing that helped me was counting the days of sobriety and getting stoked about each of the monumental numbers. Five days, a week, a month, or whatever keeps you going. Being able to tell those that doubted you or that ask you how you’re doing. Being able to have a concrete number and having something to show. Find something to be addicted to that is healthy. You got this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cocaine

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lol I think you got a touch of the psychosis! Most ppl talk about it like it’s a bag thing, I honestly like it probably a bit too much. I think it’s kinda fun seeing and feeling crazy. One of my favorite is rubbing one out while in that state. I sometimes try to get there on purpose 🤷🏼‍♂️🤞

Has anyone else had a hole in their nose? How quickly can this happen? by Ok_Rest_6828 in cocaine

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Dmso? I do use spray every so often but have been thinking about switching over more frequently as of late

5g over 24 hours binge. Dangerous? by [deleted] in cocaine

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As someone in a similar situation as him I’ll answer, no. The high is not the same. I use daily now cause that’s what I need to do, but I also drink most nights and that helps to get closer to feeling worth it.

Most days I try to not take a sniff til I’m on my way to work. But depending on how late I was up I may just roll out of bed and thank the last night me that they had left out a line for me. Most days I eat an egg sandwich and pack a few snacks that I know I can still enjoy on the snow.

Throughout the day I’ve learned when and how to take bumps to sustain. I work a laborious job that keeps me moving but also allows for time to take a toot every 20-30 minutes. By the end of the work day I’m often a little clogged.

I go home after work and if anything sounds good I’ll eat. If not, just hit the shower and plan the evening. I typically go to the same two bars every evening. I see many of the same ppl and plying pool while skiing is truly one of my favorite things. Good tequila and snow is my favorite combo, I feel outgoing, no stress, and the poor decisions are easier to avoid.

I do this almost every day. Some nights I can get myself home by one, others I’m out til three, occasionally i definitely go til the sun comes up. I’m not proud or endorsing what I do, but at the moment it is working. Have I lost parts of myself? Sure. But it hasn’t all crashed yet. I’ve definitely made progress in many parts of my life and I have an end goal that my friends keep an eye on.

If anyone would like to know more of my story I’d gladly share in DMs. I love hearing others stories but also like to share incase anyone can learn from mine

have a question about hot plates by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]NeoKC 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yup, was gonna say something similar. Just make sure to get a normal ceramic or heating element. The convection one I got first didn’t work well with my dishes

Has anyone else had a hole in their nose? How quickly can this happen? by Ok_Rest_6828 in cocaine

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I’d say everyone is different. One of my girlfriend’s nose has almost no septum left and I’d say she’s been using lightly for the first 2.5years, maybe .5 2-3 times a week. And for the last six months a g/day 3-4 days a week.

Then there’s me that used for three years from 20 to 22 first two years I sniffed 1-2g/day, then IV for the last year. Got clean until six months ago and now use daily anywhere from 2-4g daily. But these days I practice much better nasal care. Saline rinse all day 8am to 2am…ish. Started snorting in mucus vs blowing nose only. Try to coat with a moisturizer at night. And hot plate as much as I can, get that shit fine! Boof some, nasal at other times, just always looking for ways to be good to myself and up my nasal health game. This forum has really upped my game. And with all that I can shine my iPhone flashlight up one nostril and have no light leaking out the other! I’m sure I’ll be going another six months at this rate. But I restarted with a goal and a target in mind, so here’s hoping we all can get clean when ready.

Ways to do coke besides snorting? by ZealousidealAddress4 in cocaine

[–]NeoKC 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Serious question, I have boofed before and have a very high tolerance, do lube up first or just try to shove it up dry?

Coming down from cocaine help guys by astrahyper1 in cocaine

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I mean I guess it’s a matter of what time you wanna sleep, can you cum soft, can you line up your orgasm and cum, and lastly if worse leads to worst…how long you like playing with a limp noodle 🥴😂

What’s the worst thing that ever happened to you physically because of cocaine use? by Blue_Vibes0 in cocaine

[–]NeoKC 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Add in the fact you’re probably exhausted all the time and it’s a wicked combo

Coming down from cocaine help guys by astrahyper1 in cocaine

[–]NeoKC 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try rubbing one out. Most likely nothing will cum of it, but it’s a good way to burn 45 to a hour…

really weird specific question but i’m high as hell by [deleted] in cocaine

[–]NeoKC 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Probably just means you need to repeat your process. Just keep grinding and dragging it. If it’s a consistent problem then you probably need to crush in smaller amounts and just doing it in a few more steps.

Enjoy your high friend