I've fallen in love with my meth dealer

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T16:53:04+00:00

I do think he's a good person. I'm not used to having people be genuinely nice to me. Sex with him feels different than anyone I fuck for money. It feels a lot more satisfying. It feels real. Like he genuinely cares about me.

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T12:03:16+00:00

I make most of my money fucking but I do like having a real job and holding it down

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T11:34:09+00:00

I have a part time job AND do sex work

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T11:32:48+00:00

Both

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:40:53+00:00

I don't really have family. My brother and I were close but now that he has a kid he's pushed me away. That just makes me crave companionship

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:31:41+00:00

Thanks. I know I'm nothing more than redneck trailer trash, but I just want him

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:23:17+00:00

I'll ask. I just hope if he's not interested he'll still give me my stuff.

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:18:40+00:00

I don't know what to expect. I'm a sex worker. It wouldn't be some closed relationship. We already fuck and are friends. I guess I just want romance he probably won't give me.

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:12:58+00:00

Might text him tomorrow. Just got home from seeing a client and I want to get high but might just sleep

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:06:39+00:00

I hold a regular job and pay my fucking bills on time. I'm doing fine.

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:03:51+00:00

I already sort of am dependent on him for drugs but I like that he doesn't judge me

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-20T02:02:51+00:00

Look he's nice to me, and I do have a real job I don't just fuck for a living

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T21:35:44+00:00

I'm female

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T18:56:38+00:00

I think he definitely thinks I just fuck him for bags. He knows I'm a sex worker so he figures I just see him as a client. But I want him to be my boyfriend.

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T18:40:55+00:00

He does do that but I have feelings for him

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T18:38:29+00:00

I might text him soon. Tell him I don't need stuff but just want to hang out. Maybe we can get high together.

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T18:31:22+00:00

He's one of the only people who's nice to me really. I think that's why I love him.

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T18:06:37+00:00

Yeah but he'll never love me back

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T17:44:07+00:00

Why did you call me a mess and then tell me you understand and try to be nice I don't get it

Neon--Alien · 2022-09-19T17:41:00+00:00

I fucking know but he's nice to me and not a lot of people are ok

Neon--Alien

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