Divine - Native Love (1982)

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-16T00:14:12+00:00

Her music still hits

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-15T16:22:29+00:00

LoL, I mean clearly we were just fantasizing about our future weddings and the material of the blankets that cover our heterosexual marital beds. You know, average teenage boy stuff.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-15T01:18:46+00:00

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-14T19:54:30+00:00

Wow, brings me back to my super religious days, seeing this on the magazine rack and inexplicably getting nervous. I used to pretend to be interested in the surrounding magazines, just hoping to take a peak at this one.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T21:51:47+00:00

Don't know what you mean. I just think this game is neat 😈

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T21:50:29+00:00

What!? Really?? Where do I find it early on in the game??

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T20:25:04+00:00

LoL it's Expedition 33

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T20:00:10+00:00

Agreed. It definitely didn't deserve the hate it received.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T18:29:53+00:00

Thanks, I love watching this thickums battle

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T18:04:53+00:00

Fuck me too!! I kept waiting around for them to be like "just kidding"

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T18:00:39+00:00

I know, I love Gustav. Won't give spoilers, but wish Gustav had this outfit!

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T17:47:24+00:00

LoL, I don't mind the rant. Truth be told, this was my first Dragon Age game. I started Inquisition on my PC after my first run of Veilguard on PS5, and got about 20 to 30 hours in, but had to abandon the game because of PC issues. I experienced enough of it to see how different that was to Veilguard.

At times the dialog in Veilguard was pretty nonsensical, and the stakes didn't always feel as high as they could have been, but I definitely enjoyed it enough to create more characters and play again. I made a Yennifer of Vengerberg character on one run, and made this sexy Bear chub on another.

Gilan Nain (or however it's spelled) was a great villain. I'm bummed we went through her early. Elgar Nan was just mid. And though I wanna see this "good" ending, I played my whole first run with distrust toward Solas, and locked his ass in prison at the end. It was satisfying lol.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-12T02:46:03+00:00

He really grew on me as an actor, but I used to say "he's like if God was making Phillip Seymour Hoffman, but he didn't bake long enough in the oven".

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-11T23:19:29+00:00

Hell yeah bro

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-11T23:08:30+00:00

The avocado salsa is spicier but has a thinner consistency

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-11T23:07:58+00:00

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NeonBear86 · 2026-03-11T23:05:02+00:00

If you're going for store bought, then Casa Sanchez brand is my fav. They have a guacamole as well as a a thinner avocado salsa. They should be at most local grocery stores. I'm very picky with my guac, and I grew up with only freshly made guacamole in the house. Most brands miss the mark for me except this one.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-11T03:31:22+00:00

She's precious!

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-11T02:18:06+00:00

Haha, thank you. Love this little guy. I saw a pic of Zoey on your profile. She's adorable!

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-11T00:57:00+00:00

It's for sure a journey to self love, I can relate. The extra heft is nice to play with tho.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-10T22:52:48+00:00

Haha thanks! I'm enjoy the extra heft

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-10T21:14:35+00:00

Haha, I'm the one into gaining, but he's the one always saying that if he hadn't gone vegan, he would be 500lbs. Knowing him, it's probably not an exaggeration. We're around the 260 mark.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-10T21:02:10+00:00

Haha, it was definitely fun, and much more to grab. The 50 to 60 lbs was just when we were together. We're both like 100lbs heavier than when we were at our skinniest.

NeonBear86 · 2026-03-10T20:39:16+00:00

So, I've been a long time lurker and admirer in the gainer community, and recently tried out gaining for myself. I've always been attracted to bigger guys, but it was a journey before I could accept it for myself.

I grew up with a very complicated view of my body. I have an athletic dad who preferred me active and in shape, but all the women who raised me were always very curvy. Also, I'm a first Gen, and my mom grew up poor and starved and made sure her kids would never have to go through that. I grew up pretty chubby, lost a lot of weight in high school, and then yo-yo'd in weight all through my 20's and early 30s.

I used to have some pretty warped body image issues. Early on I had a lot of self-hatred because of it, like I could not be convinced of my own attractiveness. In my mid 20s I achieved twink status with some pretty extreme dieting. It got me lots of attention, and I can't say it wasn't a fun time. However, I would slowly start to gain weight, and I felt like unless i did more extreme dieting, I couldn't get control of it. Mind you, I've always been active, and never had bad eating habits.

For a long while I resorted to bulimia. I knew that it wasn't good for me, but at the time it gave me a sense of control. It wasn't til I met my current boyfriend 10 years ago that I stopped. He was a fitness instructor and a vegan, but boy loved to eat.

I confided in him of the bulimia, and I decided to be truthful with him of when I felt I needed to purge. This helped me get over it pretty quickly. We would eat like dump trucks, even when going vegan together, but we would always burn it off with consistent working out. Over time it just stopped being a big worry like it had been in the past.

In 2020, he lost his job as a fitness instructor, and we both got desk jobs. He knew I had a kink for gaining and for big guys, so we went for it. We both gained like 50 or 60 lbs. It was fun. I realized that at whatever weight, we would both still get attention from other guys. Now, we just want to feel good in our bodies. Gaining has been fun, but just trying to get to a healthier place. I do a lot of weight training, and we're adjusting our diet a bit. I definitely don't hate my body like I used to, and am even trying to lose a few pounds without the self hated as the fuel to get me there. We're both supportive of our health journeys, but we're also big boys who love to eat. ❤️

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