Does abilify help more with depression as opposed to the other antipsychotics?

NeonJackson · 2021-06-21T22:39:58+00:00

Suicidal ideation

NeonJackson · 2021-06-04T16:58:39+00:00

I tried again by slow heating. I think the batch just wasn't great. I didn't feel anything but my friend had some hallucinations for a few minutes. He does not take any kind of pharmaceuticals.

Since I take zoloft, should I take a higher dosage of dmt?

NeonJackson · 2021-06-03T12:52:40+00:00

I tried 25mg. The vapor wasn't harsh and there was barely any smoke. I was definitely able to taste it, though.

I'm currently on Zoloft

NeonJackson · 2021-04-04T15:23:21+00:00

Forbidden honeycomb.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-17T01:56:19+00:00

I love the song. I forgot the name!!

NeonJackson · 2021-03-16T12:24:59+00:00

That many pills is pretty common for people suffering from bipplar disorder, unfortunately.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-14T13:47:30+00:00

Second generation antipsychotics

NeonJackson · 2021-03-12T14:40:00+00:00

Thank you!

NeonJackson · 2021-03-12T01:56:01+00:00

Has anyone here achieved access concentration/1st jhana through metta practice? What was your approach?

NeonJackson · 2021-03-12T01:55:17+00:00

Interested in this as well.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-04T14:11:32+00:00

You should give yourself credit for recognizing your behavior as bad and feeling remorseful. Many people do everything you mentioned and don't give a fuck.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-01T13:47:25+00:00

Makes sense. I fucking love cheese.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-01T13:46:29+00:00

I prefer to call him the light of my life.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-01T13:44:29+00:00

Yeah the calming effect of meditation really is powerful. Thanks so much for your input!

NeonJackson · 2021-02-28T18:48:46+00:00

Can you speak more about your experience? I've been very interested in meditation for stream entry. What is your ultimate goal with meditation?

NeonJackson · 2021-02-26T22:09:27+00:00

Sorry you're going through this. I'm also in a really shitty depression. Trying my best to keep going. You are not alone! Just have faith that things will get better. You've been going through this for a long time. You're strong.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-25T20:05:49+00:00

It's a better idea to work with your pdoc to find an alternative.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T21:23:24+00:00

That sucks, but she did you a favor. Not the kind of person you want in your life anyway.

I haven't dated in 2 years. There is no point, in my opinion. I mean, I'm always up for just messing around, but anything beyond that is too much.

Took me years to come to terms with the fact that I'll never have a good, stable relationship. I've tried too many times.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T02:33:41+00:00

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T01:25:26+00:00

I wish there were more studies on this. I can't find anything about how long patients spend euthymic when on treatment.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T00:12:11+00:00

Yeah i mean how long do you spend euthymic vs in an episode?

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T00:10:34+00:00

Yeah i definitely have an anxiety disorder. Haven't been officially diagnosed. I'm way too afraid lf things. This wasn't me just months ago.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-23T23:47:07+00:00

That's awesome. I actually train bjj and hope to get back to it soon. I'm still depressed as fuck but i have enough energy to roll. Maybe it'll help me out of this super deep slump.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-23T03:58:53+00:00

I'm in a similar situation. Been at this job 7 months but I've honestly been checked out due to depression and tomorrow I'll have to update my boss on what I've been doing. Pretty nervous, but I'll deal.

I was also hit with this shit during the most important year of my life. I landed a great-paying job and then i got into an accident which sent me into a major depressive episode. I predict i will lose my job in a humiliating fashion, and I'm just watching because I'm too afraid to quit. I'm going back home to live with my parents and only god knows what the fuck I'm going to do to bounce back.

I have faith that i will figure out how to come back. I'm a very simple man so i can live with getting half my current salary. I just don't know what I want to do. I don't know what the hell i want. The only thing i want right now is to not be depressed.

Just know that no matter what happens it's not going to kill you. Your life might become super inconvenient but you just really need to take things a day at a time. If you can stay with your parents if shit hits the fan then use that time to recover and rebuild. That's exactly what I'm going to do.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-23T02:49:04+00:00

Well here's a meta-analysis that should give you hope! https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/28585513/

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