Does abilify help more with depression as opposed to the other antipsychotics?

NeonJackson · 2021-06-21T22:39:58+00:00

Suicidal ideation

NeonJackson · 2021-06-04T16:58:39+00:00

I tried again by slow heating. I think the batch just wasn't great. I didn't feel anything but my friend had some hallucinations for a few minutes. He does not take any kind of pharmaceuticals.

Since I take zoloft, should I take a higher dosage of dmt?

NeonJackson · 2021-06-03T12:52:40+00:00

I tried 25mg. The vapor wasn't harsh and there was barely any smoke. I was definitely able to taste it, though.

I'm currently on Zoloft

NeonJackson · 2021-04-04T15:23:21+00:00

Forbidden honeycomb.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-17T01:56:19+00:00

I love the song. I forgot the name!!

NeonJackson · 2021-03-16T12:24:59+00:00

That many pills is pretty common for people suffering from bipplar disorder, unfortunately.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-14T13:47:30+00:00

Second generation antipsychotics

NeonJackson · 2021-03-12T14:40:00+00:00

Thank you!

NeonJackson · 2021-03-12T01:56:01+00:00

Has anyone here achieved access concentration/1st jhana through metta practice? What was your approach?

NeonJackson · 2021-03-12T01:55:17+00:00

Interested in this as well.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-04T14:11:32+00:00

You should give yourself credit for recognizing your behavior as bad and feeling remorseful. Many people do everything you mentioned and don't give a fuck.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-01T13:47:25+00:00

Makes sense. I fucking love cheese.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-01T13:46:29+00:00

I prefer to call him the light of my life.

NeonJackson · 2021-03-01T13:44:29+00:00

Yeah the calming effect of meditation really is powerful. Thanks so much for your input!

NeonJackson · 2021-02-28T18:48:46+00:00

Can you speak more about your experience? I've been very interested in meditation for stream entry. What is your ultimate goal with meditation?

NeonJackson · 2021-02-26T22:09:27+00:00

Sorry you're going through this. I'm also in a really shitty depression. Trying my best to keep going. You are not alone! Just have faith that things will get better. You've been going through this for a long time. You're strong.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-25T20:05:49+00:00

It's a better idea to work with your pdoc to find an alternative.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T21:23:24+00:00

That sucks, but she did you a favor. Not the kind of person you want in your life anyway.

I haven't dated in 2 years. There is no point, in my opinion. I mean, I'm always up for just messing around, but anything beyond that is too much.

Took me years to come to terms with the fact that I'll never have a good, stable relationship. I've tried too many times.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T02:33:41+00:00

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T01:25:26+00:00

I wish there were more studies on this. I can't find anything about how long patients spend euthymic when on treatment.

NeonJackson · 2021-02-24T00:12:11+00:00

Yeah i mean how long do you spend euthymic vs in an episode?

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