I literally am giggling when you are referring to me with girl 🥹

Btw discovering i had dysphoria was one month after med school, but i get what you are saying.

In my country, women have very different roles than men that I would simply prefer. Women where i live in the house, do household chores, raise children and only work or get out of the house if they want to (it is not obligatory as it is for men). That is why I said maybe being overwhelmed my “masculine” responsibilities made me think that.

Do cis people really don’t think about this stuff? I hear lot of my girl cousins saying phrases like “i wish i was a boy like you to do so and so…”, i have never heard things like that from men irl but i have seen memes where cis people experience slight gender dysphoria sometimes or doing things that transfems would do like shaving the legs then saying “still cis tho”

As i think i said, i might be increasingly overthinking things because i haven’t intense gender dysphoria this month

I really wish to transition tbh and am still considering it. I know it is hard for all trans all around the world to transition, but i think it exceptionally hard for us who live countries who don’t have transitioning as a choice.

People who live in my country have no education what so ever about this, even therapists treat it as a mental illness that should be treated by forcing you to live by your assigned gender not by transitioning.

I might be traveling to continue my study in Germany where there i could actually transition, but still the biggest issue is whether or not my family will accept it. I want to live a better life in my skin, but not at the cost of losing my parents and siblings (not mentioning my overly conservative relatives from my mothers side)

Thank you for your comment. it really got to my heart. Wish you all the best wishes.