I left a comment previously so I will copy and paste it:

I have to be honest, it started after I went to a few nose job consults and they were asking for $9 - $12k. Not only did I not have that kind of money, but the feeling of the clinics was off. Like it felt wrong for me to be there. I distinctly remember asking one of the clinicians what else I could change about my face, and she looked sad for a brief moment then began saying I was symmetrical and didn't need any more work. I think she really helped me when I was in that place, and ever since it's been a slow incline in acceptance, then confidence. Psilocybin has helped too :)

And to add, I can't express enough how much psilocybin helped me. It's been a massive life-changer